September 23, 2014 Re-Post:

Let me start out by saying I’ve never really been good with the mundane things in life.  I suppose it’s  a natural characteristic of an Aquarius, we like to march to our own beat, and God help you if you try and tell us we can’t.  At almost 30 years old, when I look back at my life thus far I have to laugh, it has been a grand journey up to this point, and I have learned so much about myself.  I often suspect that this journey is far from over, and I will see  amazing changes in this lifetime both in the world and in myself.

The journey we all face, often leads us in directions that are not always the easiest to traverse.  Mine took me through a twisted jungle of OCD, Anxiety & Depression before I realized that I shouldn’t be afraid to share my unique viewpoints.  I struggled with wanting to talk about all of this stuff, and the fear of what others may think of me if I did.  Eventually, after years I decided absolute conformity was a joke.  A tool used to dumb down our senses, and an attempt of suppression of free thought.  On my journey I have met many different people all facing  their own struggles.  The dark night of the soul is something that many people are going through currently.  It is a journey that often leads to feelings of loneliness, the feeling of being lost, and unloved in some way.  It is something the great mystics have talked  about over the ages, and you would be surprised by the number of people who have felt like this.  For all the people who are facing hard times in their life I dedicate this post to you :).

I usually don’t share my dreams, in less they leave a lasting impression on me and this one did.  It starts out with me observing a number of senior citizens heading down to a beach to socialize.  What’s interesting about this is  there seemed to be some symbolic meaning in them.  I got the feeling they represented tradition, and how things have been, the notion of being born, going to school, getting a job, having a family, retiring & then dying.  The same old patterns, that have come to be the norms of our society…..(My Aquarian mindset is showing again lol).  Anyways as they were getting ready to leave the beach, a massive tidal wave swept over the region and they did not survive the event.  (Water is often a symbol of great knowledge and a tidal often represents great information, or knowledge that comes to clean a system or society of it’s misunderstandings.)

My sight in the dream then shifted, and I found myself walking in a great building with my family, as we approached the exit to the building we heard the wave coming and saw it approaching us from behind.  I turned and used my mind to place to put up a barrier in the form of a “force field”.  I could not hold the mental barrier up for long, but we did get out of the building.  As soon as we got out into the parking lot, the wave busted through the building and I was knocked over.  I heard my sister trying to find me, but I was OK.   My family was able to pull me back up, and we noticed the entire horizon was covered in water, and it was rising quickly.  Every structure was demolished or ruined (structures also indicate official structure and the old system of power, the building we came out of was some sort of official governmental structure but it was not immune to the force of  the wave.)

As we swam through the once large parking lot, we starting talking about where we could go, but before we got far though we were approached by a couple Soldiers.  I asked them what was going, and where the wave came from.  They said the ocean, to which I responded “This doesn’t taste like sea water”.  (The water was very clear, and tasted like purified water).  I started to question the soldiers, and that’s when they wanted to hold me for questioning (Again “the official” story didn’t make sense).   It was then, when my father suggested I go with them and see if I could find out any information.  The soldiers took me to a command center type of building, and were in the process of getting someone of talk to me when I woke up.

The time was roughly 3:30 in the morning.  Curious, I wanted to learn more about this dream so I told myself I wanted to go back.  When I feel asleep again I entered the same dream environment again.  This time I was standing on a beach front looking out to see to see a massive storm raging, the sky had  colors of blue, black, and purple  in it. There was also  another wave was approaching.  That’s when I saw it, a large aircraft carrier, a symbol of the might of the United States military being tossed around like rag doll by this storm of unknown origin.  This wave approached me, and hit hard waking me again, but I still wanted to observe more so I focused on going back into the dream.  I was successful, and  I found myself in another type of building, almost like a refugee center where people were staying.  The center was fairly nice, and was very tall like a large hotel.  It seemed everyone was reorganizing although there was a lot of damage to the infrastructure….To the “old world”.  The control structures that had lasted for hundreds of years were gone, and we were in the beginnings of a new area.  An area of self exploration and understanding, the ones who hid below the surface could no longer hide and mankind was beginning to understand their history.

This dream has reoccurred many times throughout my life, although there were slight differences but the theme was the same.  The one thing that has remained constant was the tidal wave, the wall of water that cleanses everything and renews the earth and humanity.  It can not be stopped, only slowed to a degree, but in the end the humanities strongest powers will crumble,and in it’s wake we will enter into a new era.  An era where the possibilities are endless and we will truly love each other again.


“They Live” IN Plain Sight:

   Scene From John Carpenter’s “They Live”:

The experience I’m going to share today, occurred a number of years ago, and took place in a location that  completely caught me off guard.  Before I go full throttle into the experience, I want to once again pay homage to  John Carpenter’s “They Live”.  

If you’ve never seen the film, I recommend you take some time to watch it.  It’s truly a masterpiece, especially with how much is disclosed in it.  One such theme being, that there is an elite bloodline of non-human origins controlling human society for their benefit.  I won’t go into further details, but I spoke about “They Live”  back in May.  Feel free to take a look at the post that is linked below for more details.

My Red Pill Movie List



Some Background information:

Now on to my experience.  As I indicted above, this took place a number of years ago, and caught me completely off guard.  During the period in question, I  had been doing a lot of research regarding the “Anunnaki” and other “non-human” groups.  Additionally,  I had recently graduated from school with a degree in Computer Science, which led to me taking a job with a local defense contractor.

My typical week would be spent working a “9-5” type of job, and then during the evening I would try to spend as much time possible focusing on my other interests.  Let me be clear, I do not believe this experience had anything to do with my employment choice at the time, as I was having atypical experiences for many years prior.  However I did have others during the same time period, that occurred while I was traveling for work, and I will share them another time.

Also one of my friends at the time, was telling me about experiences they had been having for many years.  Some of which included being  followed by a mysterious group of individuals, all of which who had blonde hair and blue eyes.  If that isn’t enough to creep you out, my friend also talked about how they would come home to find odd objects left in their house, indicating that someone had been there.  Again, I don’t want to get side tracked, but I wanted to give a little background information on what  was going on in my life when this experience occurred. 


ETs In Wegmans?

Anyways, one of the local grocery stores that was in my neighborhood at the time was Wegmans.   If you’re not familiar with them, they are a supermarket chain that inhabits the Mid-Atlantic and New England regions of the country. 

One weekend I had decided to accompany my mother to our local Wegmans.  While most stores in our area were overly lavish and extremely modern, the one closest to use had yet to be updated, which gave it a look from a previous decade.  Yet the store did a lot of business, and was often overflowing with shoppers racing around with their carts, as they as they hurried to get in and out as quickly as possible.  This Wegmans even had a small video store in it, which was located immediately inside the entrance.   Of course in recent years, this has probably been replaced with the more typical “Red Box”  machine.

As I progressed through the store, I had to constantly dodge and weave around other shoppers who were always overly distracted, usually by small children that were accompanying them.   In some instances I would have to “squeeze”, past two shoppers who thought it was appropriate to block overly narrow isles while they conversed.  You don’t know how many times, I wanted to attach a cowcatcher and a 100 decibel horn to front of my cart during my weekend grocery store incursions.

Needless to say I was thrilled when we reached checkout isles, even though you typically had a sizable line to wait in.  As I stood waiting to checkout, I was suddenly stuck with what could only be described as a “telekinetic” wack to the back of my head.  Followed by a profound chill and tingling sensation going up my spine.  Additionally the words “Anunnaki, Anunnaki,Anunnaki” kept repeating in my mind.

Not knowing why this was occurring, I started to look around in a frantic motion, and was shocked when I saw a very tall women standing and glaring at me from another near by checkout isle.  She wore clothing that appeared to be very expensive, and it covered most of her features.  She had deep icy blue eyes, and they sent a chill through me as she stared at me.  When I made eye contact with her, I  heard a thought in my own voice say “Impressive”.  

As I started to advance in my checkout isle, she advanced in hers and never took her eyes off me.  In fact she didn’t even interact with anyone as she “checked out”.   There was what appeared to be a “butler” doing everything for her.  The height of this women also caught me by surprise.  She was visibly taller than everyone around her, and although she concealed her features well, she was extremely attractive.   So much so, it almost came off as a magnetic force.

As I approached the end of the check outline line, she was still glaring at me, and I found myself wanting to speak to her.  I actually started walking towards her, as made my way toward the store exit.   But before I reached her location, someone bumped  into me and stopped my advancement.  When I regained my composure, the women and “Butler” had vanished from the store.  Needless to say the experience left me shaken.

When I reflect on the experience now, I realize I may of had an experience with someone who was from one of the “Bloodline” families.   Who had more visible features of the beings from our past.  Or they could of been one of the human looking ETs, who can blend into our society more easily.  Either way the experience is one my more memorable ones, I hope you’ve enjoyed reading about it. 











Which One Will We Choose?

If you have an interest in metaphysics or spirituality, then you’ve probably heard the term “Ascension” used many times.  You’ve probably also heard the term “Technocracy” or “Orwellian Technocracy” used in increasing numbers as well.  One thing that I’ve noticed, is both “Timelines” appear to be competing with each other.  I’ve had dreams and other ESP experiences over the years, where I’ve found myself either emerged in a new renaissance of human awareness, or in a dystopian future.  While I won’t summarize all my experiences in a single post, I will share a few key observations of each.

Before I begin, I would like ask a simple question. Which is, what reality would you like to experience?  It’s a question we should all be asking ourselves, because we are all playing a part in the selection process.  Whether you realize it or not, a single thought can tip the scales that determine what reality will come into our physical existence.





If you’re paying close attention, you’ve probably noticed that we’re constantly being told that the path to human advancement is external from ourselves.  We are always being bombard with distractions, or being told knowledge can only be obtained by looking “outward”.  We’re told the “Human Experience” is dirty or flawed, and only if we transcend the human experience via an external process will we free ourselves from hardship.  As a result, a “Synthetic” way of life is being promoted all around us.

At the forefront of this obsessive mindset, is a desire to infuse AI into human society in more profound ways.  I’ll admit that I’ve been a technology buff for the majority of my life.  Hell, I work in the IT field currently, and am constantly exposed to new technologies.  However, the more time I spend interacting with technology, the stronger the desire to unplug from it becomes.  It’s great for certain things, but I don’t believe we have reached the spiritual maturity needed to use it wisely.  Yet the rolling out of increasingly advanced technology continues on, without critical evaluation.


5g hits home:

We should all be aware of the 5G roll out, that is currently underway across the United States.  Despite the call for a moratorium on the effects of 5G, and even Brussels putting it’s 5G plans on hold last moth over radiation concerns, the roll out continues in the US.  As a result, increasing numbers of citizens have began voicing their concerns, yet it appears too early to tell if the US will follow the lead of Brussels.  More to the point, at the time of this post, no serious studies on the heath effects of 5G have been produced for public consumption.  This fact alone should have us all wondering, why not?

Yet instead of more MSM sources investigating the concerns further, we see sources such as the New York Times publishing articles claiming “Russia” is behind the 5G concerns in the US. Yet the New York Times fails to discuss the concerns of Brussels, or the call for a moratorium on 5G due to heath concerns.  Perhaps the New York Times should publish an article titled, “Free Thought and Individualism….. A Russian Propaganda Tool”.  Enough said….

On a personal note, one of the cities I live within 15 miles of has just approved a 5G infrastructure roll out plan.  I found this alarming, considering the city in question suffers from some of the worst road deterioration I’ve seen, and yet they would rather spend the money on 5G than fix their current infrastructure issues.  Naturally I’m concerned that my own neighborhood, will begin seeing 5G transmitters within a year or so.  If this occurs, I may make the decision to move myself.  If cities start losing tax revenue because no one want’s to live in them, perhaps 5G will be reconsidered.

I’ve I’ve linked a main stream news article, related to a similar 5G roll out plan below.  It’s from last year, but is still valid.


AN Orwellian Experience:


One of the Orwellian experiences I’ve had, occurred a number of years ago while I was trying to relax.  As I drifted off, I found myself standing at a podium, giving a talk for what appeared to be a graduating class of some kind.  As my consciousness integrated with the individual speaking, I became that person, and it hit me that I was standing in an alternate version of myself.

A bunch of individuals rushed towards me, and pulled me from the speaking platform because I had stopped speaking and was just looking around in amazement.  I was able to realize that these were my friends, and they were well aware of what had occurred.  They knew I was having a psychic experience, and my consciousness had jumped into “their time period”.

From what I observed, I easily could tell this wasn’t a place of freedoms.  There were what appeared to be, a wide range of drone like devices that watched everyone.  Some even appeared to mimic birds, and other biological life.  Many people lived in large megalithic building complexes, but only had a living space slightly larger than a small dorm to call their own.  More “Wealthy and Powerful” individuals did have large homes to live in, but they were considered the extreme minority.

My friends explained that I was no longer in my time, but had traveled roughly 500 years into the future, or “possible future”.  Even though one of my friend’s families was wealthy and lived in a massive estate, my friend was part of a rebellion that was growing in their time period.  From what I could tell, no one was happy with their situation, and there was a strong desire for freedoms that had long been taken.  They indicated that I should share my experience with as many people as possible, as it would be a warning to what could be if we didn’t change.

As my consciousness was getting ready to leave their time period, another group of individuals who were dressed all in black showed up.  I could tell they were part of a dark controlling elite that used not only technology, but “other” methods to control the population.  They started chanting, and I felt my consciousness get pulled from the body I was in.  They appeared to be trying to channel my consciousness for some purpose.  I immediately starting running from them (was now in an OBE form).  I ran through solid objects like it was nothing, running throughout the city trying to stay away from the dark group that was trying to catch me.   At one point I jumped into one of the massive apartment complexes, and observed a man standing in the middle of his small living space before being able to merge back into my own body in my current time.

Once I was back in my “own time”, I reflected on the experience, and told myself I NEVER wanted to live in “that place”.  Yet the thought of a possible other version of myself living there, gave me the shivers.


Artificial Ascension:

I want to touch base on another “dark” topic, and then progress into more positive vibes.  As I’ve mentioned above, the idea of needing to transcend the human experience via an external process has been pushed on us.  Movies such as Ready Player One, and television series such as Altered Carbon are just the latest attempt  at getting us to romance the idea.  Yet even in these “works of fiction”, there is a obvious message of submitting to an “Elite” who will control everything.  Thus, it may look sexy and fun at first, but once integrated you will not be free.

Personally, I was a big Stargate  Atlantis fan, and feel the difference between organic and synthetic Ascension is best captured in the Stargate universe.  On one hand, you had the Ancients who over time progressed to a point where they shed themselves of corporal existence, by doing the hard inner work and Ascending to a high plane of existence.  On the opposite, you had the replicators who were AI machines who were looking to ascend synthetically.  I’m not going to spoil the series for you, but if you watched it you’ll know things didn’t go well for the replicators.

Some other questions we should be asking are:

1.Why is the “Synthetic Ascension or Trans-Humanism” ideologies being pushed on us?

2. Who is pushing the agenda? Who benefits from it?

3. Finally, at the end of the day, are new  technologies more about control rather than enjoyment?  


                   Altered Carbon Series Trailer:



                     Ready Player One Trailer:



                    Ascended Ancient Scene (Stargate: The Ark of Truth):



                    Human Replicator Scene (Stargate SG1):



An Organic Revolution:


Despite increasing attempts by a variety of sources, to overly promote a synthetic paradigm, a counter culture is growing.  Ten years ago “Organic” was not a word that I heard much about, sure it existed but it had a much smaller following.  Today, every grocery store I visit usually has an organic section.  Many more people are spending the extra cash to eat healthier, and are becoming much more aware of what they are putting into their bodies.

Additionally, there are more people who are beginning to question the nature of their existence.  As indicated in a previous post, “The Red Pilled” community is growing.  I suspect in the coming years we will see the reemergence of home gardens on a massive level.  Many will want to be more involved in preparing their foods, and will not be happy with simply picking them up at the local store.

In my opinion, this revolution will eventually impact the medical industry.  Resulting in a departure of the use of dangerous synthetic chemicals to solve our health issues.  If our diets change for the better, sickness will decease as well.


Take The Inner Path:


Self reflection is key, in a population that is experiencing an awakening.  We need to be able to understand ourselves, and the patterns in our lives that we’ve allowed to rule us.  The first step to true freedom, is realizing inner work must occur.  We must be willing to take the time to disconnect from the artificial, and to connect to the organic.  I’ll admit I’ve found this difficult at times, especially due to the amount of distractions that are constantly presented to us.

Any activity that  reconnects you to nature, is a good first start.  It may be simply taking a walk in the evenings, or can be as intense as a month excursion into the Rain Forest.  As long as the activity allows you to properly reflect on your “inner” situations, it’s valid.  It’s also important  to realize how powerful a thought actually is.  Why do you think, “the system” is always trying to shape how you think?  Have you ever had a thought that wasn’t dictated to you on some level?  Think about it, everything we do is generally governed by a “source of information” which tells us we should be doing it.  Is that freedom?

The inner path leads to true freedom.  Simply because of the secretes it unlocks, as an individual progresses down the organic Ascension path.  It is a path that cannot be corrupted, nor can it be dictated to you by others.  It is a difficult path, yet releases us from the chains we’ve created for ourselves.


An Organic Ascension Timeline:

Believe it our not, we are on it right now.  All the stresses our society is having, both on the individual and collective level are indicative of an upcoming event that is not too far into our future.  As a result, everyone is working to resolve as much of their karma as possible before hand, whether they realize it or not. Thus there are many stresses being shared.  Everyone knows on a subconscious level, we are at a pivotal moment in our evolution, but we struggle believing it’s true because we’ve  gotten used to being told what truth is.

I find it interesting that all the dates listed by the “Trans-Humanist” agenda, seemed to have shifted to a specific period.  Almost like they are trying to have this “new system” in place before a specific date.  Why do you suppose that is?  Even in politics, some have tried to create fear by suggesting the “World Will End” in 12 years due to climate change.  I’m not suggesting they know something will occur on a specific date, but rather they are trying to dominate a specific period in human history.  Is there a reason for this?


Dreaming of Ascension:

I’ve heard many people share their Ascension dreams, and I’ve had a number myself throughout my awakening.  However, recently they have become more frequent.  While the process does generate stress, the outcome has always been wonderful.  I’ve had dreams of some people transforming into energy beings, to others being introduced to other civilizations as they begin leaning how to control some of their “new abilities”.

I’ve also had dreams of humanity shifting to a technological agrarian society, where the earth is cared for and true freedom reigns.  I’ve even had dreams of cities comprised of light, and vast interstellar travel.  In some of my dreams one of my guides is telling me what I’ll be going through as this event gets closer, and what to expect. The biggest message has been, there is no need for fear, everything will be alright.

There is a mystery to this process, and I don’t think anyone will know how it will unfold exactly,  until it comes into our physical reality.  That being said, I do believe we will experience something wonderful.  The reason why the “Synthetic Agenda” has gone into overdrive, is because it is a dying timeline, one that some which to resurrect.  Yet if will not be, but they will continue to beat the drum until the final moment strikes.


Additional Articles:

I’ve decided to link some additional articles below, that are in reference to some of the topics I’ve talked about today.  I find that it helps to provide a reference, to the content that’s discussed.   Also, I hope you’ve enjoyed the embed clips throughout the article.  As always feel free to comment below :).




In the post previous to this one, I shared some of my more memorable dreams between 2013- 2015.  There were many others, that I wished I had documented more in depth, and even some that I did not wish to share due to their deep personal meanings.

In addition to dreams, I have also had some rather interesting messages come to me at the most unexpected times.  Some of them have come through as random thoughts, while I was able to actually hear others.  Below are some of my most memorable  to date.



It is important to remember who you are,

you are not from here.”


“Do you remember when we were younger, and used to sit in classes wondering why we always noticed each other? We used run and play in the most random of locations without a care in mind. You would look at me with that mischievous look you were known for, and I would know exactly what you were thinking. As I watch you now, I can’t help but think of those moments, oh how we have grown. I hear your thoughts still, just as you hear mine. You have already found me, you just have to recognize me. You already know it…. don’t fight intuition.”


The heart is the doorway to unconditional love. When it’s open everything appears as it is, a reflection of self, which is ultimately a reflection of the creator.”


“The night sky in Egypt used to be one of the most majestic things to see. I used to sneak out at night, just to watch it and dance in the warm breeze that came from the Nile. My father believed in the traditions that came before him, and wasn’t quick to adapt new ideas. My mother on the other hand was probably one of the most controversial figures of the time, at least that’s what my father’s advisers would say. She never stopped wanting to learn, and she often was the force behind our family. I remember my parents discussions well. My father wanted me to be the traditional prince, and focus on politics but my mother insisted I be educated by the some of the greatest teachers of the time. She would say Wisdom does not come from raw knowledge, but from the understanding of refined knowledge.  A prince may only be a prince once before he is a slave, but great men and women most often come to us in the most unexpected forms. I would eventually be called The Prince That Doesn’t Like To Conform. I suppose that made me my Mother’s son, I never did like politics, luckily others enjoyed it more than I.”


“Atlantis is only one civilization that is hidden from your educational institutions, although there are groups of people who have discovered remnants of it. The American Navy for example, has known about Atlantis for a long time, and has even attempted to recover and understand some of the  lost technology. Some of the technology is still functioning, but has been submerged for thousands of years.   The strange occurrences that happen in the Bermuda Triangle are an effect of this. At it’s peak Atlantis’s technology was based on quantum Geometry, and harmonics which was often stabilized with crystalline structures placed in key positions on the planet, thus the current name ‘ Bermuda Triangle’. Atlantis fell because like many civilizations their power corrupted their society, and when you use certain types of technology in inappropriate ways nature has a way of balancing the equation.”


“Two suns dance in the sky, drifting side by side as the elements intensify. The people are unaware, of the duet playing out until a message sprouts. Leaders come and go but none of them truly know. Oh the zero hour has been near, but only through the releasing of fear will the people return home to heal”.


In the end, it’s not intellectual progress that sets you free, but the ever increasing complexities of the Heart”.

Emotion leads to the internal worlds, and eventually results in a full circle. Thus, regeneration of the emotional vibratory body is key for accession. Any group that seeks to repress emotion, only is successful at extending their stay in three dimensions, and feeding the conceptual Gods.  Who will do anything to keep power.”


“I watched him speak once, he stood at the center of a small group of people, optimistic he could change the world for the better. Everyone sorta just looked at each other in amazement. In the end they ruined him, the most brilliant man I had ever meet. He died alone with nothing, and he deserved so much more. Before we come to completion his work will thrive again.”


“While it is easy to get caught up in what you perceive to be you, you must remember that what you see is only a shell. It is an illusion, a container the one you choose to use in this experience. The Women you see is you… You have seen Maldek, Atlantis, Lemuria. You have traveled in the different densities and dimensions many times, and welcomed the final attempt there. You are not lost, because you planed the journey ancient and when you complete this assignment your body will be old and gray, it is at that point then you will return to us. Until the time is right we will guide you, all you need to do is feel us. The Blue Ray is home for you.”


Everything is based on energy and vibration, there are no exceptions. As energy changes in vibrational frequency, consciousnesses experiences new realities to explore and grow in.”


“When what appears to you as an animal becomes aware of itself, there is a change in it’s physical genetic makeup. The physical genetic sequence is connected to a quantum pattern, that connects to all versions of the animal. The result is conscious evolution, and on the physical level a distinct personality is formed. Eventually animals become human, and when they do they go from more of a group consciousnesses to the experience of being singular and trying to remember what they really are…. When a person reaches the point where they may no longer need to experience a third dimensional singular experience, their latent genetic material fires and begins to activate resulting in a reconfiguration of the genetic structure. The blocks that were artificially implanted, can no longer hold the quantum pattern of the person and so they begin to free themselves from their singular reality. They begin to become free, this process may take many lifetimes because the quantum pattern of the person is not limited to the physical body….. Now when an entire planet prepares to make such a jump in evolution, you get the attention of you’re neighbors who are closer than you can ever imagine. Space is not what it seems, and only when a civilization reaches a certain point do they realize this. The biggest misconception about extraterrestrials, that has been orchestrated purposely mind you, is that none of us are human. There are some who would rather be given technology, for the right to abduct and take genetic material from an unsuspecting population so they can push an agenda. All eyes are on Earth, and have been for some time. As your leadership faces the daunting task, of trying to tell you they have been lying for years about your extended family remember that love and compassion is the way to higher consciousnesses. You are all one giant family, and your family is our family. We look forward to this reunion when the time is right. One last thing, we look forward to hearing your experiences when you get back…..and yes you can fly.”


“Like you I didn’t know. In many ways I was so caught up in the illusion of what we did. I saw you and felt the connection, but didn’t know what it was. You were so young and innocent, I couldn’t help but be curious, but I would of never guessed at that moment you were really me. I laugh now because it has become so obvious. You were always so interested in learning everything we knew. I watch you now smiling, wondering what else you will discover. I hope you don’t mind, because like you I want to continue to evolve, and it’s because of this that I finally understand you. I will always have your back, whenever you need me think of me and I’ll come. “




Over the years, I have attempted to maintain a blog a few different times.  Unfortunately it has never worked out for me, and in most cases I would eventually loose interest.  Every time this occurred, I would loose important posts that I had worked hard on.  Luckily, I have recently been able to recover  some of them, and have imported them into this site.  There are a number of posts from 2014,2015 & 2017 that have been imported using the WordPress import function.   

In addition, I have maintained a document that contains a good number of experiences, messages, and dreams over the past eight years.  Below Are some of the more interesting Dreams I’ve had between 2013 – 2015.



September 20, 2013:

The Dreams I had last night were very vivid. The one that was the most vivid, took place in some unknown location. I had went on vacation on a body of water with some family members, but I soon realized some of my friends were also there. I spent a lot of time with my friends, and we appeared to have what seemed to be a hovering type of platform that we used to move across the the water. We would stop from time to time and jump into the water, and then make our way back out to the platform. One of my friends asked me, if I was planning on sleeping with another one of my friends on the trip and I said no. At one part of the dream we were in a body of water that had rocks and what appeared to be under water caverns in it, and when one of my friends jumped into the water it all of a sudden was a room and we hit with a nasty thud, only to get up all bruised. Later in the night, we observed many weird military air craft flying about and a helicopter ended up landing that had some strange symbols on it. Men exited the air craft wearing unique looking body armor, and the commander started talking to us, I speculated about  the type of body armor, and said I didn’t think the vest could stop a large caliber hand gun round, say from a magnum. The commander handed me a gun and told me to shoot the vest, and when I didn’t want to he aimed the gun at me, I then fired and to my surprise the vest stooped the projectile perfectly.

At one point in the dream, we were all on a boat swimming, and I watched a very nasty storm start heading toward us, at that point all the boats in the area made a mad dash back to safety. I was able to get a few pictures of the storm, and sun before leaving the area.  Their appeared to be two or three suns although the storm made it difficult to see.

In another dream I was fighting in some conflict with advanced weapons, there were members of a couple factions and we had come together to fight a bigger threat. We had barricaded ourselves in a high tech building, and I was trying to lock it down. At one point the defenses were breached and I ran to an experimental weapon and used it. It was some sort of particle weapon and when you fired it a very distinct geometric patter was made.

In yet another dream I was in what appeared to be Florida, and Sarah (my Dog) had been stung by a scorpion twice. We were also trapped in a building by a hoard of killer bees and were unable to get out, very frustrating dream.

Finally In yet another dream I had wondered into some medical facility, and was scanning the computers simply by putting my had on them.

Overall, these dreams were very vivid with the one mentioned first being the most. I will continue to document my dreams as much as possible.


September 28,2013

I have decided to go back to a vegetarian diet, I’m not sure exactly why, but it’s something that should be done. There is a clear difference in the ability to connect and meditate, as well as astral project based on the diet. While I’m able to do so on either diet, it seems to be easier on a vegetarian one.  In some part It probably has to do with the vibration of the food you ingest, and how that food as obtained. For example, the suffering a animal goes through during the slaughter process will most likely be burned into the very food we eat. Thus we are ingesting the highly negative experience of the animal and in turn affecting out natural physic based abilities. Combine that with the amount of artificial chemicals and preservatives, you create other issues in genetic reactivation of the body.

Last night I had a dream that I was in a future I would rather not of been in.  Although the technology of once a great civilization was present, and I knew how to use it, additionally  I appeared to have created some if it.   The world was an arctic mess. Overall there was no government, but there were pockets of civilization as well as some violent populations. What cases the climate seemed to be experiments in weather modification. The dream followed a OBE type of experience where I was in my house, but it was different and I was using my mind to do all sorts of things. At one point I found my sister in my moms room and she said I looked different but watched as I was showing her the ability.


February 23, 2014:

Had a number off interesting dreams last night, but the one that I remember the most has reoccurred many times over the years. In the dream I’m usually by a large body of water, in this particular case I was on a large ship that was docked in a port. The ship had a lot of people on it, some seemed to be military although I got the distinct feeling this they were foreign military. As I was on the ship I took some time to use my mind to control the water around the ship, causing it to form waves and then quickly causing it to become calm again. As I was walking on deck something happened and a large wave quickly rushes in and curves over the ship. As it stars to crash downward I place my hand up and tell it to freeze, trying to stop wave from crashing into me. The wave stops in mid air and I reach up to touch it, the wave is vibrating and has a lot of energy in it. I say something to the wave but I don’t remember what it was, although I do say I love you, I then wake up. Water is often considered to be sign of knowledge, but I also get the feeling it is representing transformation. Water transforms everything it touches and make things new again, in the past when I have allowed the wave to hit me there has been OBE occurrences as well as other odd psychic things that have happened afterward. The connection I have to the water is strong also, there is no other place I rather be then on the ocean. The ocean connection may be an indicator of where I have been in the past, I have often experiences of a massive ocean with a crystal like city hovering above it. I long to return to such a place where there is such beauty and peace.


February 24, 2014

I would like to start with a series of dreams I had, the following are short descriptions of the ones I remembered from last night.

1. The first dream took place back on a ship. In this dream I was able to make out more details of the ship I was on. The ship was large and carried a lot of people, I seemed to be someone who worked on the ship and noticed there was a definite class difference between the people on the ship.

2. In the second dream, I was living in a house that had a refinished attic. The weird thing about the house, was that in order to reach the attic you had to go through a path or hallway that was really worn down. At one point I went out of the roof to make sure it was in good condition, and later jumped down and ended up in the house. When I did jump down into the house, I  was in the location of my mom’s house. At one point one of my friends seemed to be living across the street from me.

3. In the third dream, I was in a doctors office and my doctor was telling me she needed to check my prostrate and was trying to get me comfortable. It was an odd dream, and it didn’t last long.


July 6th 2014:

I have been taking Chlorella and K2 (Whole Health Source: Activator X) for the better part of a week now. In addition, last night I started with small doses of Apple Cyder Vinegar, and tested a half of bottle of Neuro which contained melatonin ( Over the last week ,there has been an increased  activity of Kundalini energy, the sensation of swirling within and above the head has been noticeable (Kundalini – Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia). This has been an ongoing process for me, but due to the calcification of the pineal glad brought on by the American diet I thought it would be a benefit to begin a health supplement program in an attempt to keep my activity going as much as possible. Evaluation of the benefits of these compounds will be measured by Dream lucidly and detail as well as OBE activity.

Major Noted Dream:

The dream starts off with me standing in what appears to be a look out post of some kind. There are mountains, it looks like near by and over the mountains there is a storm brewing. The sky is a number of colors, red, violet, blue, black are all in the mix. The clouds are approaching fast and it doesn’t take long for me to realize this “storm” is unexpected. (This has been a theme of a number of my dreams over the last couple years. An indicating that we are at the Zero hour of something big, but it does not necessary mean gloom and doom or a big catastrophe).

As the storm approaches, I noticed there are pieces of rock in falling, when the people in the look out they quickly close up the windows and doors on the small compound. I then proceed to shift to different locations of a city where people are going about there day as this storm progresses. In one instance I’m in a Vet’s office while the staff are getting ready to perform surgery on a dog. They suddenly look out the window to see a huge rock as it’s coming toward their office window. In another instance I’m in an Office building and everyone is running to take shelter. I notice a hissing sound that seems to indicate a rising of heat and gas from this storm approaching. In another incident I watch two people as they talk to a third women and they are talking about how they died in a storm that hit the city. I eventually move on to what appear to be someone mansion or some sort of high end spa. There are several people relaxing in a steamy pool room listening to a type of exotic music. The vividness of this place was great and I noticed a attractive women near, her eyes were blue hair color was a appeared to be a dirty blond to light brown. She wore a green/blue bathing suit and her height looked to be between 5’10 and 6’0 although it was difficult because she was in a shallow pool floating. At this point I was able to stop the rapid progression of events and wanted to move over to her. I moved to her and was able to run my hand down her leg to see what she felt light, sure enough she felt very real. I asked her where I was and she said 21st street Chicago. She appeared to be attracted to me and leaned forward and licked my neck. I then awoke to the sensation of what appeared to be someone really licking my neck.

Overall Impression:

As mentioned above, this has been a reoccurring theme in some of my dreams. The notion that we are at the zero hour of a fundamental change in the way we view ourselves and our existence. To some this may play out as a major catastrophe as their worlds crumble as they learn what they think they knew was nothing more then an complex illusion. Others will have a much easier time and blissful transition. I’m not sure if I had a visitor this morning, it often occurs when I have vivid or lucid dreams or even OBEs. However the women in the dream was very attractive, and at a bare minimum reflects on personal attraction and desire at some level.


July 7th, 2014

Notes: Before bed activities consisted of back exercises, and 40 minutes of cardio activity. One shot of apple cider, K2 & Green Algae supplement.

Major Dream(s) Experienced:

In the dream I was at a family gathering, watching TV when A Gregorian song came on during which someone made a comment on how that stuff was all evil. I believe the comment came from my Grandfather’s wife Vera. When I heard that I didn’t know what to do at first, I find people are entitled to their opinions. However, I tired to explain that it wasn’t, and there is a history that most people don’t know about although the information is there. This resulted in some people becoming interesting in the topics, (the younger generation generally), while the older generation seemed to show less interest and some were set in the beliefs.

Prior to this dream or part of the dream, I had an odd dream related to the Catholic Pope. In the dream he had died and the death had been suspicious. In a later version of the dream which occurred there were some sketchy dudes trying to control the Pope by placing him in a state where he couldn’t talk or do much of anything. I attempted to revive him but that resulted in a struggle, so I manifested a big ass mobster looking dude to to help me.

Final Impression:

First and foremost I must express myself ,even when I think it will be an uncomfortable experience, I may find that more people then I think will be interested in my opinions. At the same time I should remember to be gentle in my opinions and lovingly respect others. Also, on a side note to remember that people who I may think are contributing to the issues may be forced or in the process of trying to be forced to conform. Allies may come in the form of unexpected people, places and things.


July 9, 2014

I had a number of dreams last night, but the one that seemed to last the longest was a little different. In the dream I was going on a trip overseas to an Asian country, in one part of the dream I got the impression it may have been China, however in the other parts of the dream the countries Vietnam and Indonesia were hinted at. The trip began with me getting on an airplane; however, when it became time to land they moved us into smaller air craft. The group of people I was with in the “landing craft” noticed that our window was severely cracked so when we started to land we lost pressure. This resulted in us being moved back onto the main plane for landing. During which pressure was lost due to a rapid descent. I was unable to breath until someone managed to place a breathing device on me, and the plane then landed and we disembarked. The airport was massive but very few people spoke my language. Nevertheless I finally arrived at my destination, I would be staying with a woman, who had a spare room for me to sleep in. Some family members were there to make sure I got settled and then they left. I also briefly remember receiving a note from one of my friends (Kim) from grammar school. The place I stayed was small and not western at all,  seeing bugs in the house was common. Although it got the job done. Eventually I returned home from my trip.

A brief second dream I had was involved my mom talking on the phone about her new house, and a third one I had involved attending a part for my friend Sean. (which I just recently did).

Final Impressions: Seem to be friend and travel travel related, movement related. I will have to wait and see what else I pick up on, over time.


July 14th, 2014

Notes: Same vitamins taken before bed with apple cider vinegar.

I had a series of dreams last night however, I don’t recall 80% of them.   What tends to be happening,  is I will remember them when I wake up during the night, but since I don’t take notes during the night I forget them by morning. I’m going to leave a notebook by the side of my bed starting tonight so when I wake up during the night I will be able to take a few notes before returning to bed.

Anyways, in one dream I remember staying in a place I was unfamiliar with. I had a room but didn’t like it so during the night I laid on a couch watching TV in the dark. It was really a creepy place but I remember someone coming over to me and rubbing my shoulders in the dream.

In a later part of the dream which I’m thinking was separate there were children acting out a type of play, during this I was only observing it rather being there directly. I also recall a hospital type of setting at one point.

Final Thoughts: More information is needed, will attempt taking night time notes to recall more in the morning. Also note I had a visitor this past Sunday morning.


July 16th, 2014

Notes: Vitamin K2 supplement taken before bed.

Dreams: Last night was a rather interesting night. I had a dream that I was in a a teachers office looking around when I shouldn’t be. The teacher who was very attractive came into the room, and noticed I was there. She pulled me aside and took me into another room and brought me over to a couch. She said she was looking for a specific blood type, and asked me all number of questions related to my blood type. She asked about my RH type, and when I told her she was a little upset saying I would she would have to test my blood for diseases.

Apparently she was a reptilian ET who wanted to actually consume my blood, “eat me” in a way. She said she would fuck me first so I was relaxed. Of course this freaked me out a little, so when I left I thought I would go research the blood issues she was concerned with.  As soon as I thought about it, I heard her say that she could hear what I was thinking. I ran to my friends to hide out, but eventually went back to the school. There were some other kids there, and the teacher came back in, and a couple other dudes went into a back room with her thinking they would get lucky. Next thing I knew there were all these strange noises and screaming and blood…. A couple of the kids who went into the room to see what was going on came out running. I ended up waking up right after this.

Another dream I had was my cousin, and her friends were sleeping in my room in my old house and I was pissed because I was trying to do things and pick up my room and they wouldn’t leave. I eventually had to forced them out of my room.

In another part of a dream I was in a room type of environment and I kept being touched like someone was there, they wanted me sexually, this tends to happen when certain beings really come into my room at night so I’m thinking this was a type of interaction again.


July 21, 2014

Notes: Vitamin K2 before bed and ¼ bottle of Neuro drink. Relaxation is the key before bed even if it’s only for a short period of time.

Dreams: In one dream I was in Texas for what appeared to be for work. The location appeared to be south of both Dallas and San Antonio.  There was a major storm going though the area when I was down there. When I had to use the bathroom it was in a separate building, and it was only a locker type room with a hole in the ground to urinate in, very low tech. The storm itself  seemed to be a combination of water and sand….. After awhile I found my self at someones house there , with a number of other people. She had a pool and an outside patio that seemed to have a couch on it. She mentioned that there were a lot of dangerous snakes that liked to sit on the trails around the house, so we had to be careful if we ventured out. At one point some of the snakes come to the house so we ran inside. The remainder of the dream gets fuzzy after this point.

I had a second dream prior to this, that I was watching a fucked up goosebumps episode from the vantage point of being in the episode. Watched some kids having to go to a worn down highs school, Not only was it a school but they had to sleep there too, and were assigned to rooms by their last name. The teacher that I saw was very odd, and not friendly and I don’t think he was human at all. The dream was a little disturbing.


December 4th, 2014

I had a series of interesting dreams last night, some of which were very perplexing:

Note- Dreams are not in order

Dream 1: I remember being someplace for work, and my car got a flat tire. I noticed three small circles in my driver side tire. After trying to replace the tire with a series of junk, that really didn’t make any since I decided to stay at hotel for the night. During the stay a man gave me a book to look at, that mentioned the three circles had some spiritual meaning. Shortly afterward I woke up.

Dream 2: I was at a party, and with a number of others who were psychic. We started a meditative experience to communicate with the dead ,and I recall actually hearing a spirit say her name was Helen something. I woke up, but didn’t want to get up and write it down because I was a little freaked out, by morning I had forgot the last name.

Dream 3: I was living back at my moms old house, and the front porch was extended further as well was our neighbor’s who was currently working on renovations. My room had a lot of Cassie’s (sister) stuff in it as well like the rooms were combined, but Cassie didn’t use it anymore, besides to to sore her stuff. I remember asking my room to remove some of the creepy dolls from the room, and she did but only moved them to the other half of the room. While laying in bed I was afraid of them coming to life, and woke up quickly when I felt a vibration feeling at my side.


January 1, 2015

I had an interesting dream last night. In the dream I was in Ireland , I made my way to a public festival of some kind. It was similar to what is held at a renaissance festival. The environment was vivid and the colors were brilliant. At the entrance of one of the complexes, there was what appeared to be an old seal, the seal contained symbols of a number of societies that existed over time including a Masonic seal. There was also an R.Z. Located in on the seal related to Zionism. Inside the festival all the secretes that were once held so deeply were in the open, and it was more of a reenactment of the past.

After Analysis, the dream seems to be indicating the ending of secrecy, and everything will be discovered by the populations. When this happens, the very notion of secrecy will be only seen in the reenactment of the past. Humanity is awaking up and it cannot be stopped :).


Lucid Backyard Dream:

This dream was really cut short. All I remember, was walking  outside and standing in my backyard. I look up at the sky, and all the clouds are spelling out some sort of message using symbols and characters.  There is also a big cloud in the shape of an arrow pointing up at the sky. I am not exactly sure what everything says, but I get the feeling that it’s for me. I then realize I am dreaming, before I can act on it my dog makes a noise and I wake up.

Dream 1998:

I am in a grocery store and someone tells me it’s the year 1998. I instantly start talking to a couple people I have never seen about computers, and how I was pissed that It was 1998 and I couldn’t use my computer I have now.  All of a sudden I once again realize I am dreaming, and I stop talking about computers and the two people walk away.  As I am looking around I get the feeling that something wants to talk to me, so I blurt out in my dream “You know you can come down here if you want to talk.”  As soon as I get done speaking, a bright white light appears and I am instantly blinded.  A series of images flash in my mind showing some sort of message.  When the images end I wake up.


This dream is a weird one.  I am watching a group of kids camping out in some field somewhere, they almost appear to be older boy scouts. I am not physically there, but I can see and feel everything. There is a women in the back ground but she isn’t clear, and I don’t think anyone in the dream really notices her. Everyone is joking about UFO’s and Aliens. Night comes and passes, and in the morning one the of the boys are missing and his tent is in pieces. Everyone is in a panic searching for the the missing person. A few people run into a wooded area, and I follow them. In the woods, there what appears to be a tent like building, and pieces of the missing boys tent were used to make it. Inside the tent like structure, you can hear the boy screaming. Before anyone enters I wake up.

Living Room:

I am in my living room with a bunch of people although I can’t remember who was there. As I look out the window I noticed it appears to be snowing, I find this weird because it’s July. As I reflect now, it could of also been some sort of ash. Anyways, without warning some sort of craft starts to land and the light from it fills part of the house.  I panic and wake up.

The New Solar System:

This dream was really strange, and I can’t  remember the majority of if but this is what I do remember.  I am with a group of people who are monitoring the locations of all the planets in the solar system.  As I’m looking at computer display, I notice something very different.  The solar system is much more crowded.  There is large planet between Mars and Jupiter.  The gravity has altered the asteroid belt.  As soon as I get done looking at the terminal I wake up.


The Arrival:

A ship arrives carrying what appears to be a delegation of extraterrestrials.  The make their presence known to world.  The extraterrestrials appear to be human.  All of them are blonde and many feel comfortable with them.  They want to take us off the planet for some reason.  One of them approaches me, a women who is roughly 5’2’’ to 5’6’’.  She offers to take me and some others on the ship to check it out so everyone else feels safe going with them.  When we get on the ship it takes off and as it’s in space she is showing me  around.  We enter what appears to be the bridge there are many more of them in there.  The ship itself is controlled by thought.

Additional Note- This dream also has a part, that is a little off.  However, I removed it because I got the impression that there was multiple things going on.  For example, when I have very positive uplifting dreams with ETs, shortly afterward,  the dream is almost hijacked to be negative.  It took my years to realize this, so I removed the negative part of the dream, as it seemed to be something separate.