The Twin Flame:
“Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.”
– Rumi (The Essential Rumi)
Growing up, I had many psychic experiences, many of which took me years to understand. Among the strangest, was a dream like experience I had where I was approached by a girl I had never seen. The dream took me to a place long forgotten, a place that was beautiful and warm. There I was with another, a beautiful girl who loved flowers, and wore a crown of them. She radiated warmth and I profoundly knew her, yet I had never seen her in the waking world.
During the dream it was indicated to me, that we often didn’t incarnate together. Many times, one of us would incarnate into a period where the other wasn’t physically present. I wasn’t sure what this meant at the time, but it left a lasting impression on my young mind and I have never forgotten it.
Years later the “girl”, who was now a young woman would show up in my life, and usher into my life a period of profound reflection and transformation. A period that is still underway, and will conclude with the Ascension.
Who was she? None other than my Twin Flame .
There is a lot written on Twin Flames, and in my opinion not all of it is legit. I believe many confuse a wonderful soul mate connection, to their Twin Flame. To meet your twin, is to come face to face, with an outward projection of all the things that are hidden within you.
Often, they are the qualities you have issues with, or don’t accept about yourself. Your twin flame is an outward representation of what you need to accept and love about yourself.
The twin flame is not like a physical twin, and as such they can look quite different from you. Although I have heard it suggested, that twins may have similar eyes (i.e. eye color, pattern) .
Because your twin often reflects qualities, we don’t like to accept about ourselves, or the issues we need to address, the interaction can be overwhelming and far fun blissful at first. There usually is pain and suffering before a blissful relationship can be achieved between twin flames.
If someone claims they have found their twin, and indicates is was rainbows and sunshine from the inception of the relationship, I would question if they really found their twin. In actuality they may have found a soul mate connection.
Soul mates are often the individuals who incarnate with us constantly, and who we’ve bonded with profoundly. The Twin Flame is your counterpart, that cosmic connection that has been with you from the beginning. In a sense they are you…..
Since I don’t want to spend this entire post, trying to explain the differences. I’ve linked some resources at the bottom of this post. The rest of this post will be devoted to telling own twin flame story.
A Dating Site…..Really
It was a Autumn night in 2016, when a mysterious presence entered my bedroom, as I lay falling asleep. They talked to me as I was semi awake, and mentioned that I should pay close attention to a specific dating website….. YES, I said that correctly. I was having a psychic experience with a presence, and they were talking about a dating website.
Naturally, I was a little annoyed, as I wasn’t big into dating, and really didn’t enjoy dating websites. None the less, the experience was so profound that I ended up making an account on the very site mentioned, not knowing what really to expect.
It wasn’t long before I lost interest in the site, but kept my account open because I was committed to at least giving the site a chance, but had very little expectations. Additionally, the presence that had interacted with me, had caught my attention enough, that I was authentically curious.
It Was THanksgiving, and There SHe Stood….Feet From me:
It wasn’t long after the experience, that I found myself having Thanksgiving dinner at my sister’s house with some of family members. When I arrived, I was told that my cousin was bringing one of his friends to dinner. When I heard the news, I didn’t think anything about it, as others being brought over for dinner was a fairly common occurrence in my family. I wasn’t expecting what was about to happen.
I had already sat down and was enjoying some of the food when my cousin showed up with his friend. When she entered the room and he introduced her to everyone. No, I’m not going to tell you her real name, so let’s call her Rose. Rose entered the room and I almost immediately got nervous, and excited at the same time. She stood only feet from me, but I felt a strong energy from her, and at the time I didn’t know what I was exactly feeling. The energy was so strong, that it gave me a headache instantly.
Rose stood at the end of the table and was fairly quiet at first. Yet I knew there was much more to her.
I didn’t talk much to her at dinner, and after I ate, I was afraid to go sit in the living room with her and my cousin. Instead I went into a nearby room and laid down, to get rid of my pounding headache. Yet something kept telling me to go into the living room and talk to her and my cousin. So eventually I gave in and forced myself to go interact.
A Lively COnversation:
When I entered the living room, I could tell she was glad I came in to talk, and it wasn’t long until all three of us were chatting it up on a variety of topics. One being that all three of us all had accounts on the same dating site. THERE IT WAS…. I couldn’t believe it, the reason why the presence that I had communicated with prior had mentioned the dating site.
When Rose found out I was on the site, she almost immediately found my profile and sent me a like, so it would register on my account. Rose is around my cousins age, so she’s ten years younger than me. Which was another reason why I was nervous to talk to her. Yet she felt older to me, more mature than most to be exact. When I left at the end of the evening, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I wanted to talk to her more, but wasn’t sure if it would be appropriate, since she was my younger cousin’s friend.
THe Eight Months THat Followed:
The eight months the followed, were some of the most emotionally charged in my life up until that point. Shortly after Thanksgiving I ended up sending Rose a message on the dating site. I didn’t know what to expect, as I was conflicted about our age difference, and her being a friend of my cousin.
Rose responded almost instantly and indicated she had wanted to send me a message but was not sure if would be appropriate because I was her friend’s cousin. The concerns didn’t last long, as we began communicating often.
At first it was stickily on the dating site’s messaging application, but that soon evolved into texting back and forth almost daily. I would often stay up until 3AM texting with her because she had trouble sleeping. Eventually I told my cousin about it, and he had no issue with it whatsoever. Although he did warn me that Rose had an issue with guys and relationships. She liked to hookup but lacked the emotional connection.
I eventually found out that my cousin also had a big crush on Rose, which resulted in me being incredibly careful on how I interacted with her.
It wasn’t long before Rose herself, started to tell me things that confirmed what my cousin had shared with me. At first, I didn’t know what to make of it, and at this point I still didn’t know what my connection was with Rose, but I suspected it was something profound. As we continued to interact, it became clear to me we were Twin Flames.
We would constantly butt heads on various topics, often having to do with Love vs. Lust. Rose fought me on every front when it came to being emotional. I being a strong Empath, and her being closed off to the emotional connection in normal relationships.
Needless to say, we had heated conversations, and couldn’t stand each other at times. Yet we went to the gym together, the movies, and she even came over my place a couple times to hang out.
She even spent my Birthday with me, and we laughed and had a wonderful time as we talked about all sorts of things. But by the time we reached the Spring of 2017 Rose was quickly approaching another relationship, and when it became official it became extremely difficult to interact with her.
She would constantly blow me off, often after we had plans for weeks. We would still text each other but it was clear that she wasn’t all there in conversations. It was emotionally changed time for me. She did end up attending my Sister’s wedding with me in May of 2017, but after that things just went downhill. As she was fully invested in her relationship.
By Summer 2017 I had enough and let her know I couldn’t talk to her anymore. At least for the time being. She agreed and we went our separate ways.
It’s IN the Numbers DUde:
One of the things I did for Rose, early on in our interaction was her numerology. She had wanted a numerology chart and I quickly created her one. I was astonished to discover that the most of her core numbers sat basically on top of my own. We even had the same Soul number.
Our periods numbers would often overlap, and there were a variety of other similarities with various aspects of her our charts. In fact, it was our charts that really was the nail in the coffin that told me we were twins at this point. Although there have been many other validations since then.
Did I mention in one of her photos, she had digitally added a crown of flowers around her head…… Remember the dream I told you about in the beginning of the post. She even looked like the girl in the dream.
We ALways Come Back To eAch other:
Since our initial “separation” in 2017, Rose has come back into my life several times. Often sticking around for a handful of months, and then taking off again on another of her adventures, and each time there is some initial pain. In some of the cases it was me who took off, and her who would reach out when the moment was right.
Our connection has grown a lot in the last 3+ years, it isn’t perfect but we understand each other much more than we did when we first connected in this life. Rose also knows we’re twins, which has made things easier. As I sit here reflecting on recent events with Rose, and perhaps reaching another separation phase with her, I know it won’t be for long. There is no one I trust more than her, and when it comes to the Ascension, there no other person I would rather go through it with.
She is my counterpart, my cosmic mirror, my twin flame, and while we have never been bound by traditional romance the Love I have for her is unconditional. As the title of the post says…. “My Twin, You Are Me And I Am You……Always And Forever”.
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