September 23, 2014 Re-Post:

Let me start out by saying I’ve never really been good with the mundane things in life.  I suppose it’s  a natural characteristic of an Aquarius, we like to march to our own beat, and God help you if you try and tell us we can’t.  At almost 30 years old, when I look back at my life thus far I have to laugh, it has been a grand journey up to this point, and I have learned so much about myself.  I often suspect that this journey is far from over, and I will see  amazing changes in this lifetime both in the world and in myself.

The journey we all face, often leads us in directions that are not always the easiest to traverse.  Mine took me through a twisted jungle of OCD, Anxiety & Depression before I realized that I shouldn’t be afraid to share my unique viewpoints.  I struggled with wanting to talk about all of this stuff, and the fear of what others may think of me if I did.  Eventually, after years I decided absolute conformity was a joke.  A tool used to dumb down our senses, and an attempt of suppression of free thought.  On my journey I have met many different people all facing  their own struggles.  The dark night of the soul is something that many people are going through currently.  It is a journey that often leads to feelings of loneliness, the feeling of being lost, and unloved in some way.  It is something the great mystics have talked  about over the ages, and you would be surprised by the number of people who have felt like this.  For all the people who are facing hard times in their life I dedicate this post to you :).

I usually don’t share my dreams, in less they leave a lasting impression on me and this one did.  It starts out with me observing a number of senior citizens heading down to a beach to socialize.  What’s interesting about this is  there seemed to be some symbolic meaning in them.  I got the feeling they represented tradition, and how things have been, the notion of being born, going to school, getting a job, having a family, retiring & then dying.  The same old patterns, that have come to be the norms of our society…..(My Aquarian mindset is showing again lol).  Anyways as they were getting ready to leave the beach, a massive tidal wave swept over the region and they did not survive the event.  (Water is often a symbol of great knowledge and a tidal often represents great information, or knowledge that comes to clean a system or society of it’s misunderstandings.)

My sight in the dream then shifted, and I found myself walking in a great building with my family, as we approached the exit to the building we heard the wave coming and saw it approaching us from behind.  I turned and used my mind to place to put up a barrier in the form of a “force field”.  I could not hold the mental barrier up for long, but we did get out of the building.  As soon as we got out into the parking lot, the wave busted through the building and I was knocked over.  I heard my sister trying to find me, but I was OK.   My family was able to pull me back up, and we noticed the entire horizon was covered in water, and it was rising quickly.  Every structure was demolished or ruined (structures also indicate official structure and the old system of power, the building we came out of was some sort of official governmental structure but it was not immune to the force of  the wave.)

As we swam through the once large parking lot, we starting talking about where we could go, but before we got far though we were approached by a couple Soldiers.  I asked them what was going, and where the wave came from.  They said the ocean, to which I responded “This doesn’t taste like sea water”.  (The water was very clear, and tasted like purified water).  I started to question the soldiers, and that’s when they wanted to hold me for questioning (Again “the official” story didn’t make sense).   It was then, when my father suggested I go with them and see if I could find out any information.  The soldiers took me to a command center type of building, and were in the process of getting someone of talk to me when I woke up.

The time was roughly 3:30 in the morning.  Curious, I wanted to learn more about this dream so I told myself I wanted to go back.  When I feel asleep again I entered the same dream environment again.  This time I was standing on a beach front looking out to see to see a massive storm raging, the sky had  colors of blue, black, and purple  in it. There was also  another wave was approaching.  That’s when I saw it, a large aircraft carrier, a symbol of the might of the United States military being tossed around like rag doll by this storm of unknown origin.  This wave approached me, and hit hard waking me again, but I still wanted to observe more so I focused on going back into the dream.  I was successful, and  I found myself in another type of building, almost like a refugee center where people were staying.  The center was fairly nice, and was very tall like a large hotel.  It seemed everyone was reorganizing although there was a lot of damage to the infrastructure….To the “old world”.  The control structures that had lasted for hundreds of years were gone, and we were in the beginnings of a new area.  An area of self exploration and understanding, the ones who hid below the surface could no longer hide and mankind was beginning to understand their history.

This dream has reoccurred many times throughout my life, although there were slight differences but the theme was the same.  The one thing that has remained constant was the tidal wave, the wall of water that cleanses everything and renews the earth and humanity.  It can not be stopped, only slowed to a degree, but in the end the humanities strongest powers will crumble,and in it’s wake we will enter into a new era.  An era where the possibilities are endless and we will truly love each other again.

 

The Dreaming COllective CONSCIOUSNESS:

Over the last couple nights, the dreams I’ve continued to have appear not only to be representative of parts of my waking world, but also of a collective nature.  Dreams of sudden events unfolding in the most unexpected ways, have unfolded during my nightly adventures.  The last couple nights in particular, have seen everything from tidal waves, giant rocks falling from the sky, and attempts of the totalitarian control of populations.  To more unrealistic events such as a Zombie apocalypse.

 

 

IS This the END?

 

I raced from one of end of a massive building in Asia to the other, trying to escape agents of a repressive government. Only to have my escape made more difficult by natural disasters that were occurring outside.  To be clear, I have never traveled to or lived in any part of Asia , at least not in this lifetime.  This dream was similar, to a dream I had years ago about mass protests in Europe (Another place I have never been).  In a second dream, I sat on the back deck of the house I lived throughout  for most of my childhood and young adulthood.  One moment I was talking to some of my friends, looking out into my backyard as we conversed.  The next moment, I was staring at a massive tidal wave heading towards us.  The change occurred so quickly in the dream, that I had no time to respond and instead woke up immediately.”

What I find interesting, is how many people are having the same type of dreams. In my opinion it is because there is a collective conscientiousness at play.  In my own life, I’ve spoken to some of my friends many times about the similar dreams that we’ve shared over the years. Many of which relate major changes that are in our near future.

 

Third Density FRUSTRATIONs :

I will admit that I find, many of the third density thought processes frustrating.  I’ve never really enjoyed the “school → higher education → job → retire → die “ process. Which often includes many other “milestones”.  It’s not that I find the process “bad”, only that I’ve never truly agreed with the mentality.  In my opinion there is too much that we don’t pay attention to, and instead focus on things that are ultimately distractions.  The end result being, a society that wants to be told what truth is, rather than searching for truth themselves.

 

One area in which I find greater frustration  compared to others, relates to the “job or career world”.  I have very little interest in focusing on a “career” and chasing the “American Dream”, and would rather focus on things that generally help the collective.  Billions of people running around the planet looking for ways to “make money” with little awareness into the nature of their existence, never hit me as an ideal situation.  Probably because the pursuit of material wealth, often results in catastrophic effects rippling across the planet.  In my opinion, it’s a probabilistic way of life in which almost everyone on the planet is guilty of partaking in to some degree. The delta being the degree of course.

As a result I’ve often been disappointed when companies I’ve worked for, were far more interested in profit, rather than genuine concern of how their actions impact the world we live in.  More frustration arises when you discover that it’s almost impossible to survive financially doing jobs that are genuinely meaningful.  However, no matter how frustrated I get, It always subsides when I’m able to connect to higher truths.  Below are a couple more dreams I’ve had recently, that shed light on what we can expect to see in the coming months and years.

 

Below The Crust:

I found myself in the world of the hidden.  In which layers of civilizations were being explored beneath the Earth’s crust.  I repelled into a massive cavern, and wondered how anyone could of got what appeared to be rope long enough take anyone to the depth we needed to go.  As we progressed I became aware of many layers that existed, almost like a side awareness to the main dream experience.  When we reached our destination there was a military preference, which was part of the exploration team.  We entered lost structures, some of which was filled with technology that resembled ours but was much older. There was a amazingly massive satellite dish that had been buried long ago, yet it appeared to be in working order.  It was so massive, that it took the breath away”. These areas were there own worlds, and they were not full of dirt, rock and soil, but where as if they were not underground”.

 

The Final Job:

I decide to take a new job, and am working for a bank.  Surprisingly, a pay cut did not result in my job move, and I’m working with a diverse team.  Many of which are younger in age. At the end of my first day, I follow  a couple coworkers out of the building, as I’m looking for the parking lot.  All of a sudden the dream changes, and it’s extremely dark outside. The dream becomes more real, and instead of walking into a parking lot, I find myself in a night club full or people with unique abilities.  An event has occurred, the normal has become supernatural, and there are battles going on of a surreal nature.  It is like a scene our of a action movie, but was very very real.”

 

 

Dreams, Clairvoyance, and the Reflection of Self

The last couple nights, have resulted in a need for me to reflect further on a number of aspects of myself.  This spring I have been taking a Webinar class with David Wilcock, and it has been a generally wonderful experience.  At the time of this posting, the class has progressed through six weeks of in-depth information on the Ascension process, and ways to prepare for the event.  The number of Journal and meditative exercises provided will keep me busy for some time, and the best part of them is they can be used over and over gain without getting repetitive.

More than ever, I believe it’s important to try to maintain a journal.  In addition to this blog, I have  a separate journal which contains many of my writings, and I also have audio journal I use to record my thoughts and feelings.  I believe everyone who is in the process of awakening, and wants to prepare for the upcoming Ascension event should keep a journal.  In my case I’m  also in the process of creating an online Astrology and Numerology application that is also on this site. It’s nothing fancy but does have some cool functionality.  Check it out by clicking on the link at the end of this post.

 

 

Dream and Clairvoyance Experiences

This past Saturday night, I had a dream experience that also triggered an OBE clairvoyant moment.  In recent years I’ve been more and more aware of energy blockages that I’ve had to work to remove or at least lesson.  One of the biggest ones I’ve had, has been in the form of a communication blockage or blue ray blockage.  I’ve struggled with this for many years, starting at a very young age.  At it’s worse my throat would close up when I would be eating certain foods.  While my Doctor believed it was the result of an allergy (with good reason), I would sometimes be able to eat the same food without issues.  Altering my diet to remove certain foods did resolve the issue for the most past. Although at times the issue would still occur.

Strange was the fact, that when I began to improve my communication skills the issue became non-existent when combined with a better diet.  As a result of my communication issues, most of which was out of fear of what others would think of me, I had a poor diet.  I was a comfort eater, which would be considered a root Chakra or Red ray blockage. It wasn’t until I addressed both blockages adequately, that the allergic reaction stopped occurring.  At the time of this writing, the issues hasn’t occurred in over a year.

This brings me to another Red ray blockage I’ve been working on, and relates to one of the dreams I’m going to share. To date, I’ve never been in, or really wanted a relationship of any kind. While some of this in normal, giving the the current state of society.  I do believe a wound occurred at some point in other incarnations that left an impression.

May of my dreams are filled with with interactions, that are full of seduction.  Often I will find myself in the presence of a very attractive woman, who would be considered to be of a “dark” agenda yet I find her very appealing and unable to resist her.  In the physical dimension , this has played out with my interest in “The Bad Girl” types. In some cases, I even have had inter dimensional beings come into my dreams and attempt to play out the role. Often taking the form of a variety of Women that I would find alluring, in the pursuit of sexual exchange. Once such occurrence can be seen in the below dream segment.

“I entered the what appeared to be an Egyptian palace room, and found her laying on the floor in almost full split position. She approached me, and almost immediately I was taken by her beauty, and before we knew it we up-against the wall in wild union.  During which thoughts entered my mind that were not my own.”

Yet again shorty afterward, the same women appeared in a dream in which I was standing in a modern day room.

“She stood standing admiring herself in a mirror, and then bent over exotically revealing a pair of what appeared to be black satin panties.  She looked at me in the mirror almost begging me with her eyes to take her right there.”

While in most cases I resist the interaction, I find myself wondering why is it occurring. Is it because I haven’t pursued a relationship in the physical world, and the energy is playing out in other dimensions?  Is it a test to see, if I can be distracted via sexual energy at periods when I’m most sensitive to clairvoyant experiences?   Are there beings trying to feed off my sexual energy?  Am I seeing elements of myself that I don’t acknowledge?  Where these real experiences of other selves?  Is it all of the above?

This morning, as I lay in bed thinking about it, decided to ask one of the beings that I often see around me in the mornings about the situations. I indicated they could respond to me in the “dream world” and I could tell they heard my thoughts.

 

This past weekend I also had an experience, where I was floating outside a house or apartment.  I appeared to have no form, and was just floating.  When I entered the house I was my sister’s, although it wasn’t the house she lives in now.  I heard my father talking and moved through the dwelling, to discover some of my family members in the kitchen.  A young child’s high chair was also at the table and I saw a child with dirty blonde hair (maybe 2-3 years old) near by.  My father appeared to be helping install an appliance, a washing machine I believe. No one saw me, and I quickly returned to my body when I became overwhelmed by the sensation.

At the time of this writing, my sister only has one child who is going on 8 months old. Also the child in the experience appeared to be male, and I do not have a nephew currently, only a niece.  Although I have had dreams where I have both.

“I floated outside a dwelling that was familiar, yet I have never been there physically. Without any evidence the thought came to mind, that is was my sister’s house. I heard my father talking inside, and without much effort moved inside the dwelling.  I floated though some rooms until I found what appeared to be a kitchen or dinning room.  There was a high chair for a young child at the table, as well as a number of other chairs. There appeared to be a number of family members standing around talking, as my father helped install an appliance. I got the impression my sister had just moved to this place. There appeared to be a young boy, probably between the ages of two and three in the room as well.  After a few moments of observation I was pulled back to by body.”

I have had a number of experiences like this, when they occur I never observe myself in these locations. It’s almost like I’m not around.  In once such case, my sister did see me, and started to explain who everyone was in the room, it was as if I had not been living within the same environment as everyone else, but showed up at times.