Dreams, Clairvoyance, and the Reflection of Self
The last couple nights, have resulted in a need for me to reflect further on a number of aspects of myself. This spring I have been taking a Webinar class with David Wilcock, and it has been a generally wonderful experience. At the time of this posting, the class has progressed through six weeks of in-depth information on the Ascension process, and ways to prepare for the event. The number of Journal and meditative exercises provided will keep me busy for some time, and the best part of them is they can be used over and over gain without getting repetitive.
More than ever, I believe it’s important to try to maintain a journal. In addition to this blog, I have a separate journal which contains many of my writings, and I also have audio journal I use to record my thoughts and feelings. I believe everyone who is in the process of awakening, and wants to prepare for the upcoming Ascension event should keep a journal. In my case I’m also in the process of creating an online Astrology and Numerology application that is also on this site. It’s nothing fancy but does have some cool functionality. Check it out by clicking on the link at the end of this post.
Dream and Clairvoyance Experiences
This past Saturday night, I had a dream experience that also triggered an OBE clairvoyant moment. In recent years I’ve been more and more aware of energy blockages that I’ve had to work to remove or at least lesson. One of the biggest ones I’ve had, has been in the form of a communication blockage or blue ray blockage. I’ve struggled with this for many years, starting at a very young age. At it’s worse my throat would close up when I would be eating certain foods. While my Doctor believed it was the result of an allergy (with good reason), I would sometimes be able to eat the same food without issues. Altering my diet to remove certain foods did resolve the issue for the most past. Although at times the issue would still occur.
Strange was the fact, that when I began to improve my communication skills the issue became non-existent when combined with a better diet. As a result of my communication issues, most of which was out of fear of what others would think of me, I had a poor diet. I was a comfort eater, which would be considered a root Chakra or Red ray blockage. It wasn’t until I addressed both blockages adequately, that the allergic reaction stopped occurring. At the time of this writing, the issues hasn’t occurred in over a year.
This brings me to another Red ray blockage I’ve been working on, and relates to one of the dreams I’m going to share. To date, I’ve never been in, or really wanted a relationship of any kind. While some of this in normal, giving the the current state of society. I do believe a wound occurred at some point in other incarnations that left an impression.
May of my dreams are filled with with interactions, that are full of seduction. Often I will find myself in the presence of a very attractive woman, who would be considered to be of a “dark” agenda yet I find her very appealing and unable to resist her. In the physical dimension , this has played out with my interest in “The Bad Girl” types. In some cases, I even have had inter dimensional beings come into my dreams and attempt to play out the role. Often taking the form of a variety of Women that I would find alluring, in the pursuit of sexual exchange. Once such occurrence can be seen in the below dream segment.
“I entered the what appeared to be an Egyptian palace room, and found her laying on the floor in almost full split position. She approached me, and almost immediately I was taken by her beauty, and before we knew it we up-against the wall in wild union. During which thoughts entered my mind that were not my own.”
Yet again shorty afterward, the same women appeared in a dream in which I was standing in a modern day room.
“She stood standing admiring herself in a mirror, and then bent over exotically revealing a pair of what appeared to be black satin panties. She looked at me in the mirror almost begging me with her eyes to take her right there.”
While in most cases I resist the interaction, I find myself wondering why is it occurring. Is it because I haven’t pursued a relationship in the physical world, and the energy is playing out in other dimensions? Is it a test to see, if I can be distracted via sexual energy at periods when I’m most sensitive to clairvoyant experiences? Are there beings trying to feed off my sexual energy? Am I seeing elements of myself that I don’t acknowledge? Where these real experiences of other selves? Is it all of the above?
This morning, as I lay in bed thinking about it, decided to ask one of the beings that I often see around me in the mornings about the situations. I indicated they could respond to me in the “dream world” and I could tell they heard my thoughts.
This past weekend I also had an experience, where I was floating outside a house or apartment. I appeared to have no form, and was just floating. When I entered the house I was my sister’s, although it wasn’t the house she lives in now. I heard my father talking and moved through the dwelling, to discover some of my family members in the kitchen. A young child’s high chair was also at the table and I saw a child with dirty blonde hair (maybe 2-3 years old) near by. My father appeared to be helping install an appliance, a washing machine I believe. No one saw me, and I quickly returned to my body when I became overwhelmed by the sensation.
At the time of this writing, my sister only has one child who is going on 8 months old. Also the child in the experience appeared to be male, and I do not have a nephew currently, only a niece. Although I have had dreams where I have both.
“I floated outside a dwelling that was familiar, yet I have never been there physically. Without any evidence the thought came to mind, that is was my sister’s house. I heard my father talking inside, and without much effort moved inside the dwelling. I floated though some rooms until I found what appeared to be a kitchen or dinning room. There was a high chair for a young child at the table, as well as a number of other chairs. There appeared to be a number of family members standing around talking, as my father helped install an appliance. I got the impression my sister had just moved to this place. There appeared to be a young boy, probably between the ages of two and three in the room as well. After a few moments of observation I was pulled back to by body.”
I have had a number of experiences like this, when they occur I never observe myself in these locations. It’s almost like I’m not around. In once such case, my sister did see me, and started to explain who everyone was in the room, it was as if I had not been living within the same environment as everyone else, but showed up at times.