The Twin Flame:

“Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.”

                               – Rumi (The Essential Rumi)

 

Growing up, I had many psychic experiences, many of which took me years to understand.  Among the strangest, was a dream like experience I had where I was approached by a girl I had never seen. The dream took me to a place long forgotten, a place that was beautiful and warm.  There I was with another, a beautiful girl who loved flowers, and wore a crown of them.  She radiated warmth and I profoundly knew her, yet I had never seen her in the waking world. 

During the dream it was indicated to me, that we often didn’t incarnate together.  Many times, one of us would incarnate into a period where the other wasn’t physically present.  I wasn’t sure what this meant at the time, but it left a lasting impression on my young mind and I have never forgotten it.

Years later the “girl”,  who was now a young woman would show up in my life, and usher into my life a period of profound reflection and  transformation.  A period that is still underway, and will conclude with the Ascension.  

Who was she?  None other than my  Twin Flame . 

There is a lot written on Twin Flames, and in my opinion not all of it is legit.  I believe many confuse a wonderful soul mate connection, to their Twin Flame.  To meet your twin, is to come face to face, with an outward projection of all the things that are hidden within you. 

Often, they are the qualities you have issues with, or don’t accept about yourself.  Your twin flame is an outward representation of what you need to accept and love about yourself.

The twin flame is not like a physical twin, and as such they can look quite different from you.  Although I have heard it suggested, that twins may have similar eyes (i.e. eye color, pattern) .   

Because your twin often reflects qualities, we don’t like to accept about ourselves, or the issues we need to address, the interaction can be overwhelming and far fun blissful at first.  There usually is pain and suffering before a blissful relationship can be achieved between twin flames.  

If someone claims they have found their twin, and indicates is was rainbows and sunshine from the inception of the relationship, I would question if they really found their twin.   In actuality they may have found a soul mate connection.  

Soul mates are often the individuals who incarnate with us constantly, and who we’ve bonded with profoundly.  The Twin Flame is your counterpart, that cosmic connection that has been with you from the beginning.  In a sense they are you….. 

Since I don’t want to spend this entire post, trying to explain the differences.  I’ve linked some resources at the bottom of this post.  The rest of this post will be devoted to telling own twin flame story.

 

 

A Dating Site…..Really

It was a Autumn night in 2016, when a mysterious presence entered my bedroom, as I lay falling asleep.  They talked to me as I was semi awake, and mentioned that I should pay close attention to a specific dating website….. YES, I said that correctly.  I was having a psychic experience with a presence, and they were talking about a dating website.

Naturally, I was a little annoyed, as I wasn’t big into dating, and really didn’t enjoy dating websites.  None the less, the experience was so profound that I ended up making an account on the very site mentioned, not knowing what really to expect.

 It wasn’t long before I lost interest in the site, but kept my account open because I was committed to at least giving the site a chance, but had very little expectations.    Additionally, the presence that had interacted with me, had caught my attention enough, that I was authentically curious.

 

It Was THanksgiving, and There SHe Stood….Feet From me: 

 It wasn’t long after the experience, that I found myself having Thanksgiving dinner at my sister’s house with some of family members.  When I arrived, I was told that my cousin was bringing one of his friends to dinner.  When I heard the news, I didn’t think anything about it, as others being brought over for dinner was a fairly common occurrence in my family.  I wasn’t expecting what was about to happen.

 I had already sat down and was enjoying some of the food when my cousin showed up with his friend.  When she entered the room and he introduced her to everyone.  No, I’m not going to tell you her real name, so let’s call her Rose.  Rose entered the room and I almost immediately got nervous, and excited at the same time.  She stood only feet from me, but I felt a strong energy from her, and at the time I didn’t know what I was exactly feeling.  The energy was so strong, that it gave me a headache instantly.

Rose stood at the end of the table  and was fairly quiet at first.  Yet I knew there was much more to her.  

I didn’t talk much to her at dinner, and after I ate, I was afraid to go site in the living room with her and my cousin.  Instead I went into a nearby room and laid down, to get rid of my pounding headache.  Yet something kept telling me to go into the living room and talk to her and my cousin.  So eventually I gave in and forced myself to go interact.

 

   

A Lively COnversation: 

When I entered the living room, I could tell she was glad I came in to talk, and it wasn’t long until all three of us were chatting it up on  a variety of topics.  One being that all three of us all had accounts on the same dating site.  THERE IT WAS…. I couldn’t believe it, the reason why the presence that I had communicated with prior had mentioned the dating site.

When Rose found out I was on the site, she almost immediately found my profile and sent me a like, so it would register on my account.  Rose is around my cousins age, so she’s ten years younger than me.  Which was another reason why I was nervous to talk to her.  Yet she felt older to me, more mature than most to be exact.  When I left at the end of the evening, I couldn’t stop thinking about her.  I wanted to talk to her more, but wasn’t sure if it would be appropriate, since she was my younger cousin’s friend.

     

THe Eight Months THat Followed: 

The eight months the followed, were some of the most emotionally charged in my life up until that point.  Shortly after Thanksgiving I ended up sending Rose a message on the dating site. I didn’t know what to expect, as I was conflicted about our age difference, and her being a friend of my cousin.

Rose responded almost instantly and indicated she had wanted to send me a message but was not sure if would be appropriate because I was her friends cousin.  The concerns didn’t last long, as we began  communicating often. 

At first it was stickily on the dating site’s messaging application, but that soon evolved into texting back and forth almost daily.  I would often stay up until 3AM texting with her because she had trouble sleeping.  Eventually I told my cousin about it, and he had no issue with it whatsoever.  Although he did warn me that Rose had an issue with guys and relationships.   She liked to hookup but lacked the emotional connection.   

I eventually found out that my cousin also had a big crush on Rose, which resulted in me being incredibly careful on how I interacted with her. 

It wasn’t long before Rose herself, started to tell me things that confirmed what my cousin had shared with me.  At first, I didn’t know what to make of it, and at this point I still didn’t know what my connection was with Rose, but I suspected it was something profound.  As we continued to interact, it became clear to me we were Twin Flames. 

We would constantly butt heads on various topics, often having to do with Love vs. Lust.  Rose fount me on every front when it came to being emotional.  I being a strong Empath, and her being closed off to the emotional connection in normal relationships.

Needless to say, we had heated conversations, and couldn’t stand each other at times.  Yet we went to the gym together, the movies, and she even came over my place a couple times to hang out. 

She even spent my Birthday with me, and we laughed and had a wonderful time as we talked about all sorts of things.  But by the time we reached the Spring of 2017 Rose was quickly approaching another relationship, and when it became official it became extremely difficult to interact with her. 

She would constantly blow me off, often after we had plans for weeks.  We would still text each other but it was clear that she wasn’t all there in conversations.  It was emotionally changed time for me.  She did end up attending my Sister’s wedding with me in May of 2017, but after that things just went downhill.  As she was fully invested in her relationship.

By Summer 2017 I had enough and let her know I couldn’t talk to her anymore.  At least for the time being.  She agreed and we went our separate ways.  

 

It’s IN the Numbers DUde: 

One of the things I did for Rose, early on in our interaction was her numerology.  She had wanted a numerology chart and I quickly created her one.  I was astonished to discover that the most of her core numbers sat basically on top of my own.  We even had the same Soul number. 

Our periods numbers would often overlap, and there were a variety of other similarities with various aspects of her our charts.  In fact, it was our charts that really was the nail in the coffin that told me we were twins at this point.  Although there have been many other validations since then. 

Did I mention in one of her photos, she had digitally added a crown of flowers around her head…… Remember the dream I told you about in the beginning of the post.  She even looked like the girl in the dream.  

 

We ALways Come Back To eAch other: 

Since our initial “separation” in 2017, Rose has come back into my life a several times.  Often sticking around for a handful of months, and then taking off again on another of her adventures, and each time there is some initial pain.  In some of the cases it was me who took off, and her who would reach out when the moment was right.  

Our connection  has grown a lot in the last 3+ years, it isn’t perfect but we understand each other much more than we did when we first connected in this life.  Rose also knows we’re twins, which has made things easier.  As I sit here reflecting on recent events with Rose, and perhaps reaching another separation phase with her, I know it won’t be for long.  There is no one I trust more than her, and when it comes to the Ascension, there no other person I would rather go through it with. 

She is my counterpart, my cosmic mirror, my twin flame,  and while we have never been bound by  traditional romance the Love I have for her is unconditional.  As the title of the post says…. “My Twin, You Are Me And I Am You……Always And Forever”.

 

Twin Flame Article:

https://lonerwolf.com/twin-flame/

 

The Ascension Of Aurora….Again

It was almost ten years ago, when I sat in contemplation writing a document called “Aurora”, not knowing exactly what I was writing.   Hell, I didn’t even know why I was writing it.  All that was certain to me, was I had watched a motivational You Tube video related to Barbra Marciniak’s “Family of Light”,  and shortly afterward “Aurora” was born.  

The original document has only been shared with a handful of people, but over the years I have added to it in intricate ways.  In fact, it became part of my most personal journals over the years, and you can even find pieces of it in this Blog.  However, I never felt that I fully grasped what was in the works.  Not even when a girl appeared in my dreams, and I started calling her Aurora.   

It was almost a joke to me, because I had never been good at writing, and I’m sure the majority of my English teachers growing up would agree with that assessment.  Simply put, writing has never come easy for me.  Yet the universe often works in mysterious and beautiful ways.  “Aurora” was in one way an unexpected birth, but at the same time was expected none the less.

 

 

 

She  Talked Of An AUTHOR:

 

The mystery intensified roughly a year later, after I had returned home from school for the second time.  I had been laying in my bed early one morning after a restful slumber, when a women with a beautiful accent  started talking to me telepathically.  She starting describing upcoming events we would begin to see unfold in our society, and how the public would react.  This occurred around the time of the Snowden revelations, that followed shortly after the Mayan 2012 end date.

At the end of her communication, she mentioned an author who writes something unique, related to what we would be going through.  Of course this caught my attention, and after the communication ended I wondered why she would mention such a thing.  In fact I spent a lot of time, looking for authors who were writing content related to the things she talked about.  Ultimately I ended up discovering many individuals, who were all writing wonderful  books related to the coming times.  When I thought of myself as someone who could write something as well, I laughed at the idea, and dismissed it almost immediately.  “What could I possibly add to the conversation, that hasn’t already been said”, I thought. 

At the same time, I continued to add to my original writing piece, never really thinking too much about it.  When I did think about it, I tended to overthink, and even told myself at times that I was wasting my time because I couldn’t even write.     

Yet, I continued to write, and actually started a number of new pieces but they never  became anything other than practice for me.  Instead the content I added to my original piece became more diverse, and eventually contained many of my dreams, and mystical experiences.  Many of which were cryptic, but seemed to tell a multi-faceted story.  

 Almost A Decade Later……It clicks:

Only in the last couple of months, have I truly realized what Aurora is about.  It finally clicked one evening, when I began outlining a novel.  A novel  that would take “non-fictional” mystical experiences,  and put it in the context of a wonderful fictional adventure.  Doing this would allow me to be creative, but also incorporate the soul of Aurora into something truly unique.  

You see, in a sense Aurora is all of us, in that it’s about our collective adventure, told from the point of view of  a single facet.  Aurora may be a mystery to some, but it will be a mystery worth solving.  

                

What’s Next:

 

Currently I’m continuing to outline the novel, and it’s been a difficult but enjoyable process.  I’m hoping to have the outline complete within a month, at which point I will begin the painful drafting process.  In all honesty this is a huge effort for me, and I’m expecting the draft to take a year and change (Since I’m working full time during this process as well). 

However, I will be sharing sneak peaks of “Aurora’s Ascension” here from time to time.  So when they show up, feel free to give some feedback.   For the time being, I leave you with one of my favorite motivational songs below.  Embedded from You Tube of course :).  

 

 

 

 

Reflecting On Spiritual Stress

Everywhere I go, I’m constantly observing mass numbers of people who appear to be suffering from record levels of spiritual stress.  When I go to the grocery store, it’s usually packed with dozens of people frantically racing around with their carts, bobbing and weaving down the isles like they are taking part in some demented Mario Cart race.  I’m actually surprised, I haven’t seen people throwing down banana peels, in a desperate attempt to stay ahead of their fellow shoppers.

While I’m at the gym, everyone always seem to be in a hurry to get their workout completed and move onto their next task.  When I’m even at the garden center, there are some people who will be on your ass with their carts while your trying to smell the flowers.   

Don’t even get me started, on the imperialistic work mentality that so many individuals have incorporated  into their worldview.  Yet if you ask them why they do it, they will often look at you as if you have three heads.  The truth is I can come up with many more examples, all of which fall under the category of what I call “spiritual stress”.  

 

What Is Spiritual Stress?

This is probably a debate worthy topic, but I typically describe it as the stress we have as we try and figure out the answers to the big questions we have in life.  The ones that remain subconscious for most of us, or have been dictated to us on some level.  Either way, it is  the stress we have when we attempt to conform to a methodology  that  usually isn’t healthy.  Yet we will often give it a shot, but alas it usually ends in increasing discomforts, ultimately leading to more regrets than anything.

The purpose of spiritual stress is rather simple, it’s in our lives so we eventually wake up to our greater potential and free ourselves from our servitude.  A servitude which more or less, came into being through our own ignorance and unwillingness to claim our collective creative power.  Thoughts are powerful things, the only reason why the world exists as it does, is because we believe it to be so.      

 

Truth ISn’t Stressful:

To a perfectly aligned state of awareness, truth isn’t stressful.  Everything is known, everything can be perceived, and most importantly the true causes for the stresses in our lives is obvious.   However the longer you go unaware of the cause, the longer it will be until you make the changes in your life that promote the most growth, and as a result the more stress you will accumulate.

Thus stress is the catalyst for change, but if you refuse to change it just builds up.  Eventually resulting in the most flamboyant of life disruptions.   If you are wise, eventually you will see the pattern and make the appropriate corrections in your life.  If you are not,  the same situations will continue to reoccur.  Hopefully the individual eventfully sees the pattern, and make the necessary changes.  Yet so few of us are truly observant, that our society has become a breeding ground or stress based reactions.  

 

Spiritual Stress Is Authorized:

If you are someone who is suffering from exuberant amounts of spiritual stress, you may have felt as if some magical force, the universe, or God is picking on you.  This can not be further from the truth.  In fact a higher intelligence has probably authorized your stress because they desperately want you to free yourself from the shackles you’ve willingly put on.

This is not easy for most of us to accept, we would rather be the victim then take responsibility for our the thoughts that led to our situations.  Our society openly promotes the victim mentality, because it ensures that we stay subservient to forces that for the most part go unseen.   Yet we are very capable of freeing ourselves, and we will in the near future.

 

A Novel Example:

Last week I took some time off from work, to relax and enjoy some of the simple pleasures in life.  Something I believe everyone should do, regardless what others may think.   I’ve never been a fan of the work mentality in the United States.  It’s very imperialistic in my opinion, and so many people are taken advantage of in the quest for desired living conditions.

This has led to a lot of spiritual stress in my life, as I’ve actually searched for ways to free myself from the beat of the imperial work drum.  Ideally I don’t want to work for anyone, and would rather contribute to society in ways I feel I’d truly enjoy.  Yet I’m still working a “9-5” type of job, even after years of trying to free myself.  Although, I have made some progress over the years with my goals, and have no doubt I will achieve them in the near future.

Anyway during my week off a couple of incidents occurred, which fell within the realms of spiritual stress.

 

Taking a Lunch Break…. It Must Be Nice:

Early last week I took a day trip with a couple family members.  During  which, we met up with my sister for lunch,  whose place of employment was in the town we were visiting.  The lunch was enjoyable and we had a good conversation during it.  But it only lasted an hour  because my sister had to go back to work.

When we dropped her back off at work, she entered the building through the back entrance because she didn’t want to hear commentary from anyone in the front.  She indicated they would say things like “You went out to lunch, it must be nice……” or “You want out to lunch, your department must not be busy”.  This off course would of been said to someone who often works 60 hour weeks.

Yet, because my sister was deviating from the norm, more freedom would of been observed, and criticism would be applied.  Thus, this is an example of how an organization imposes even more stress on it’s workers, in an attempt to breed conformity and influence worldview.  It you’re not experiencing what everyone else is experiencing, it’s bad  in the eyes of the organization.  

Similar things have been said to me, when I’ve taken vacations.  “You took a week off, It must be nice………….”  As if I’m supposed feel bad about it.  I’m actually taking a longer vacation next month, I can’t wait to see what occurs when I share that info.  

 

Ordering Groceries:

This final example also involves  my sister.  Recently she was telling me how she never has time to do anything.  She’s constantly is running around trying to keep up with her job expectations, take care of family, and still have a little time to relax.  In the past, this has led to her telling me  me she doesn’t have time to even setup her voice mail on her cell phone.   Of course I had roll my eyes at that one, because it’s not about time, it’s about priorities.

 

Anyways to get back to my example.  My sister used her work break one afternoon, to go pick her groceries up from the store and bring them home before returning to work.  No she wasn’t actually grocery shopping in the traditional sense…… She had ordered them online because she didn’t have the time to shop for them herself.

While she was in route, she was feeling more stress because she had to keep stopping for people in crosswalks, who were out shopping in the town around her place of employment.  This led her to getting  annoyed and saying, “Doesn’t anyone work around here”.  I found this humorous  because of course they did, they just didn’t view work as my sister does.  

As we later discussed the situation, I asked her if she knew why she had so much stress.  I then followed it up with my ideas of why it was occurring, and gave some examples.  I suggested she rebel a little bit, because if she just found ways to compensate for her stress, such as having to order groceries because of work, then it would only continue to get worse.  

I joked, and said soon she wouldn’t even have time to pick up the ordered groceries, she would have to get them delivered on her work break.  They would later be replaced by  her needing to buy a second fridge for her garage, in which she would give  access to the  company delivering the groceries . 

Overall she did get my points, but is always hard changing habits, and seeing the cause of spiritual stress.  

 

Law Of Attraction:

The Law of Attraction, also plays a part in determining how much spiritual stress comes into our lives.  Check out this wonderful blog on the topic.   There is a lot of great information in it. 

Understanding The Law Of Attraction

 

 

A final Quote:

A quote that I’ve found that has increasing relevance is (I’m  paraphrasing), “True freedom is seen by individuals who are not free as being negative or evil”.   Of course no one is totally  free on the planet currently.    There are many systems of control, but I’ll let you reflect on what they may be.  However,  Next time someone says to you, ” blah blah blah…. It must be nice”, think about how relevant  the quote is.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ascension:

Over the years there has been much discussion on the coming Ascension and “New Age”, especially within the spiritual and metaphysical community.  Although the discussion has not been limited to these places, and is much broader in scope.  Traditionally speaking, these concepts have been around a long time, and have been mentioned numerous times over the course of human history.  All of the major religions speak on the topic, although years of alterations have made it appear to be an exclusive process.  In reality it is an inclusive process, not dependent on religious beliefs, but rather on the vibration and spiritual growth of the entity in question.

Ultimately the process could be seen as a graduation of the highest degree, where anyone who has completed the “work”,  progresses to the next phase in their soul development.  With the graduation comes a whole new level of understanding, and way of life that is typically not visible to anyone who hasn’t graduated.  Thus, there is always some mystery to the process.

 

 

Yes…… It is Approaching:

 

Starting at a young age, I had dreams of drastic changes in the way our society functioned.  Events would play out in spectacular and often mystifying ways.  Sometimes the dreams would start of “scary”, but then would end in a drastic transformation of humanity which was beyond amazing.  In many of the dreams, other beings would talk to me about the upcoming changes, and help me make sense of what I was seeing in dreams, and other experiences.  These beings often radiated a sense of peace, and calming energy unlike anything I’ve felt before.  In some cases, they radiated light itself.

As these dreams continued to occur,  I realized  what I was observing, would eventually play out in a similar fashion in our “waking reality”.  When dreaming, I was simply moving my consciousness to different points, and observing events in a way where I could consciously understand them .  While I didn’t know exactly when this event would occur, I knew it was much closer than we realized.

Below are some of the dreams, I’ve had over the years.

 

 The Clock Store:

In a short but profound dream, I found myself visiting a small store that was located near my residence at the time. The store specialized in selling all sorts of clocks, and I had accompanied my mother while she looked for a new time piece.  As I was looking around, I was approached and shown device that displayed a time I wasn’t expecting. I watched in amazement, as the device displayed a time that indicated how close we were to Ascension taking place.  I was told “The Event” was near, immediately afterward I woke up.

 

Europe In Protest

 

Another dream that left a lasting impression on me, occurred almost a decade ago.  In the dream, I was standing in what appeared to be a warehouse that had been trashed.  I didn’t know where I was, but I got the sense it was someplace in Europe.  As I turned to look around my environment, a girl appeared in the dream and startled me. So much so, that I started to wake up, but was interrupted when she walked over to me and grabbed my arm. “Sorry, I need you asleep right now”, she said .  Before I could ask too many questions, she told me to go look outside.

Without hesitation, I walked outside and looked around.  What I saw was Europe in mass protest, people flooded the streets in anger, and clashed with authorities.  The control structure was crumbling all around, and with it freedom was inevitable.  At one point, I noticed a large rock in the ally I was now standing in.  The “girl” then appeared by my side again, and suggested I throw it at something.  I picked it up, and threw it at what appeared to be a hovering drone.  As soon as I did, crowds of people cheered, and the girl smiled before vanishing.  I awoke moments later.

The dream appears to have been, a way to get me to contribute in some fashion as the Ascension event approaches. This blog is one way which I decided to contribute.  Additionally, I did get the impression I was observing  events that would be going on as we got closer Ascension.  At the time, uprisings in Europe were non-existent. However, in the last few years they have started, and I expect they will intensify, especially with Brexit still not being implemented.  Additionally, the populations of France, Spain, and Italy also appear to be on the verge of protest.  France’s Yellow Vest protest is only a small indication of things to come.  Amazing isn’t it, since the Yellow Vest movement isn’t small.  Strange how the media in the US barley mentions it……..Or not so strange if you’re able to see what’s really going on in the US.

 

Climate Extremes:

 

I can’t count how many dreams I’ve had, where some sort of drastic climate event occurs on the planet.  In some dreams I’m watching swirling colorful clouds appear in the sky, accompanied with electrical discharges.  In other dream, the elements are greatly intensified, and people are desperately trying to understand what is going on.  In more extreme cases, I’ve had tsunami dreams, where waves of gigantic proportions wash entire cities away.  I’ve even had dreams where a massive wave of energy is approaching the planet, and people are in a panic.  However, in many of these dreams, I always get the feeling that everything will be OK despite what I’m seeing.  In one particular dream I even received  a telepathic message, indicating that everything will be OK, and not to be afraid.

Needless to say in recent years the climate has been seeing more extremes, and I don’t believe for one second that it’s just the result of “human activity”.  The energetic changes entering our local cluster are hard at work increasing the vibrations of the planet and solar system.  It’s all part of the Ascension process, and while unnerving, it’s a natural process.

 

                   

Distractions R’ Us:

 

My most recent Ascension dream, occurred within the last couple weeks had many of the same elements as previous ones.  It also had a number of it’s own unique elements in it as well.  In the dream, I  was back working at one of my old places of employment.  Outside the weather was showing all sorts of “Ascension”  symptoms, and I was aware that the “Event” was approaching quickly.

I sat down in a corner to reflect, and was for at least a moment really nervous.  All of a sudden one of my old co-workers approached me in the dream, and we started talking about the significance of the events unfolding.  After we talked, I was feeling much better and wasn’t as worried about what everyone would be going through.  It was at this moment, where the dream go very odd.

I got up and started walking down a hallway, and it was filled with many distractions, and fear porn which was trying to stop me from making it to the end of the “hallway” and exit the building.  Time also seemed to slow down as I made my way towards my destination.   As I got closer to my goal, the distractions intensified and even creepy looking dream characters attempted to scare me from continuing.  At the climax of the dream, I stopped walking, and yelled to one of the evil looking dream characters, “I Love You Brother”.

I put much emotion into the statement, and to my surprised the dream character let out a horrendous cry…. “Noooooooo, Not That!!!”, they screamed.  It was in that moment I realized, I had just beat them with love, and realized I was afraid of parts of myself.  My statement indicated I accepted my parts, and with that action I was able to move down the hall again.  Right as I was reaching the end of the hallway, I woke up in amazement. I even felt a slight vibration in my body, as the dream was very intense.

Once again I realized all the distractions of our society, are designed to keep us from making Ascension. Something wants to keep as many as possible locked up; however, freedom awaits us.

No Doubts:

There are no doubts in my mind, that we are close to something energetically intense, but equally amazing.  When I peer into the “future” I don’t see a world full of mindless overworked zombies who never look up from the programming to truly see their situation, but rather a society that awakens in mass and frees itself.  The Ascension timeline is active in my opinion, and everything occurring now is preparing us for the big moment.  A moment that is only around the corner.  

I’ve embedded a cool remix from You Tube below, it may get the Ascension Dreams flowing for you :).

 

 

 

Dreams, Clairvoyance, and the Reflection of Self

The last couple nights, have resulted in a need for me to reflect further on a number of aspects of myself.  This spring I have been taking a Webinar class with David Wilcock, and it has been a generally wonderful experience.  At the time of this posting, the class has progressed through six weeks of in-depth information on the Ascension process, and ways to prepare for the event.  The number of Journal and meditative exercises provided will keep me busy for some time, and the best part of them is they can be used over and over gain without getting repetitive.

More than ever, I believe it’s important to try to maintain a journal.  In addition to this blog, I have  a separate journal which contains many of my writings, and I also have audio journal I use to record my thoughts and feelings.  I believe everyone who is in the process of awakening, and wants to prepare for the upcoming Ascension event should keep a journal.  In my case I’m  also in the process of creating an online Astrology and Numerology application that is also on this site. It’s nothing fancy but does have some cool functionality.  Check it out by clicking on the link at the end of this post.

 

 

Dream and Clairvoyance Experiences

This past Saturday night, I had a dream experience that also triggered an OBE clairvoyant moment.  In recent years I’ve been more and more aware of energy blockages that I’ve had to work to remove or at least lesson.  One of the biggest ones I’ve had, has been in the form of a communication blockage or blue ray blockage.  I’ve struggled with this for many years, starting at a very young age.  At it’s worse my throat would close up when I would be eating certain foods.  While my Doctor believed it was the result of an allergy (with good reason), I would sometimes be able to eat the same food without issues.  Altering my diet to remove certain foods did resolve the issue for the most past. Although at times the issue would still occur.

Strange was the fact, that when I began to improve my communication skills the issue became non-existent when combined with a better diet.  As a result of my communication issues, most of which was out of fear of what others would think of me, I had a poor diet.  I was a comfort eater, which would be considered a root Chakra or Red ray blockage. It wasn’t until I addressed both blockages adequately, that the allergic reaction stopped occurring.  At the time of this writing, the issues hasn’t occurred in over a year.

This brings me to another Red ray blockage I’ve been working on, and relates to one of the dreams I’m going to share. To date, I’ve never been in, or really wanted a relationship of any kind. While some of this in normal, giving the the current state of society.  I do believe a wound occurred at some point in other incarnations that left an impression.

May of my dreams are filled with with interactions, that are full of seduction.  Often I will find myself in the presence of a very attractive woman, who would be considered to be of a “dark” agenda yet I find her very appealing and unable to resist her.  In the physical dimension , this has played out with my interest in “The Bad Girl” types. In some cases, I even have had inter dimensional beings come into my dreams and attempt to play out the role. Often taking the form of a variety of Women that I would find alluring, in the pursuit of sexual exchange. Once such occurrence can be seen in the below dream segment.

“I entered the what appeared to be an Egyptian palace room, and found her laying on the floor in almost full split position. She approached me, and almost immediately I was taken by her beauty, and before we knew it we up-against the wall in wild union.  During which thoughts entered my mind that were not my own.”

Yet again shorty afterward, the same women appeared in a dream in which I was standing in a modern day room.

“She stood standing admiring herself in a mirror, and then bent over exotically revealing a pair of what appeared to be black satin panties.  She looked at me in the mirror almost begging me with her eyes to take her right there.”

While in most cases I resist the interaction, I find myself wondering why is it occurring. Is it because I haven’t pursued a relationship in the physical world, and the energy is playing out in other dimensions?  Is it a test to see, if I can be distracted via sexual energy at periods when I’m most sensitive to clairvoyant experiences?   Are there beings trying to feed off my sexual energy?  Am I seeing elements of myself that I don’t acknowledge?  Where these real experiences of other selves?  Is it all of the above?

This morning, as I lay in bed thinking about it, decided to ask one of the beings that I often see around me in the mornings about the situations. I indicated they could respond to me in the “dream world” and I could tell they heard my thoughts.

 

This past weekend I also had an experience, where I was floating outside a house or apartment.  I appeared to have no form, and was just floating.  When I entered the house I was my sister’s, although it wasn’t the house she lives in now.  I heard my father talking and moved through the dwelling, to discover some of my family members in the kitchen.  A young child’s high chair was also at the table and I saw a child with dirty blonde hair (maybe 2-3 years old) near by.  My father appeared to be helping install an appliance, a washing machine I believe. No one saw me, and I quickly returned to my body when I became overwhelmed by the sensation.

At the time of this writing, my sister only has one child who is going on 8 months old. Also the child in the experience appeared to be male, and I do not have a nephew currently, only a niece.  Although I have had dreams where I have both.

“I floated outside a dwelling that was familiar, yet I have never been there physically. Without any evidence the thought came to mind, that is was my sister’s house. I heard my father talking inside, and without much effort moved inside the dwelling.  I floated though some rooms until I found what appeared to be a kitchen or dinning room.  There was a high chair for a young child at the table, as well as a number of other chairs. There appeared to be a number of family members standing around talking, as my father helped install an appliance. I got the impression my sister had just moved to this place. There appeared to be a young boy, probably between the ages of two and three in the room as well.  After a few moments of observation I was pulled back to by body.”

I have had a number of experiences like this, when they occur I never observe myself in these locations. It’s almost like I’m not around.  In once such case, my sister did see me, and started to explain who everyone was in the room, it was as if I had not been living within the same environment as everyone else, but showed up at times.