The Twin Flame Journey Continues

There are some topics that are so profound, so unbelievably powerful, that I’m slow to bring them up.  If you’ve been following this blog, you probably know I talk about “out there topics”.  Ranging from personal experiences with different types of beings, to ESP, to current events.  Obviously some topics are more “out there” than others.  However, when it comes to intensity, nothing is more profound than The Twin Flame Journey.  I’ve only discussed the topic one other time.  If you would like some background information, you can read my earlier post by clicking here.  

In this post, I’m going to focus on the lessons I’ve learned from interacting with my twin, as well as the ups and downs of our journey thus far.  The Twin Flame Journey is not for the faint of heart, and anyone who has met their true twin knows this.  That being said, I’ve seen a lot of people posting online, that they’ve met their twin, and it has always been rainbows, sunshine, and unicorns prancing through divine bliss.  When I read things like that, I want to puff up my face like Jiggly Puff, and double slap them into next week.  Sorry bro, that probably isn’t your twin if that’s the case.  They could be a different type of soulmate , but they’re not your twin in my opinion.  A little Pokemon humor to break the ice :).

 

 

 

 

 

 

When We First Met….Again

I recognized my twin for the first time (in this life), during Thanksgiving dinner in 2016.  I say “recognized”,  because she would tell you that we actually met prior, as her and my cousin were close friends, and she had been to other family events.  Although, due to our age difference we hadn’t engaged each other until this point.  

In an instant, I went from cool and relaxed, to being completely in shock.  I actually almost spit out my food, when she walked into the room.  My heart rate increased, and I even got an instant head ache as my cousin re-introduced her to us. 

No, I didn’t know what exactly was going on right away, but I did know that something significant had begun.  This adorable little spitfire, with her beautifully elegant vibes and Dunk A Roo desert had managed to shatter my clam demeanor.  Forcing me into a panic, as I was desperately trying to pretend I wasn’t curious about her.

Throughout the evening, my calm slowly returned, but I felt different.  Usually I wasn’t  a huge people person, I didn’t like to make small talk, and I always had my head in the clouds.  Yet, she had been able to pull me out of the clouds, just by having a normal conversation and I loved that.   

 

The Ups and Downs of Twins

It didn’t take long for us to each out to each other after Thanksgiving.  In fact, she was on my mind a lot, after that evening.  I couldn’t explain it, but something just kept telling me to talk to her. 

Eventually, I sent her a message via a phone app, and she responded quickly, indicating she had been thinking about messaging me also.  At this point I knew, there was a deep connection between us, and it didn’t take me long to realize we were twins. 

The dynamic between us was nothing I ever experienced before, and as we talked I found I never had to hold anything back.  I could tell her anything, and I wasn’t used to that.

Of course we butt heads also.  We mirrored a lot of each other’s insecurities and wounds.  As is the case with all Twins, thus the reason why the relationship is intense.  Some twins can’t take this aspect of the connection, and they run from each other like a vampire from daylight.  

It’s not easy, trust me, and my twin would agree 150%.  

 

The Mirror Shows All

My twin has said more than once, that she thinks I’m the “good” twin and she’s the “bad” one.  I’ve never agreed with that, we are each other.  Whatever someone may think of one of us, they best be willing to think the same of the other as well.

My twin is wonderful, and I’m going to tell you why.  She has never let me get away with anything, she makes me look at my insecurities.  If she triggers me, I may get annoyed for a bit, but it never lasts.

We have argued many times, but the Twin love is always there.  When we argue it’s usually because one of us has triggered the other.  Resulting in the other having to deal with a wound, or at least having to look at it.   

 

Twin Headbutting:

The truth of the matter is, there is going to be headbutting between twins.  At times there is going to be a lot of headbutting.  You’re going to get triggered and you’re going to want to lash out.  When it first starting occurring  with my twin and I, I’d often try and convince myself that she wasn’t really my twin.  That she was just some random person, and I should just disregard her and move on.  Yet, as soon as a thought like that crossed my mind, I knew I was lying to myself.   

What frustrated me more was, the amount she would cross my mind, even when I was annoyed.  Here I was so annoyed, and yet at night there was no one else I wanted to cuddle up to more.  I couldn’t understand how it was possible, to be so annoyed with someone, yet secretly want to be staring into their eyes as I fell asleep.  It was beyond confusing.

 

Sexuality: 

I’ve always been very insecure about psychical intimacy.  I was an awkward kid growing up and suffered with a lot of anxiety, depression and OCD.  So much so, that I was considered suicidal a number of times during my life.  As such I never trusted anyone enough, to let them get overly close to me.  Even when I could tell they wanted to. 

The anxiety was so bad, that I would have constant thoughts of how undesirable  I would be for anyone.  If for some reason I did let a girl closer than normal, they would often use me for my emotional support and then disappear.  This only made things worse for me.  I don’t think I’ve even told my twin about the agony my soul was in during these periods.  

As I got older I pulled myself together, but still had the underlying wound, and my twin would trigger me when she touched it.  My twin is the opposite, in that she owns her sexuality very well.  Something that originally terrified me, as listening to her talk about her experiences made me have to acknowledge my  insecurity.   

I would often lash out at her, saying that’s just “lust” or “gross”.  She never bought it, and although she never said it directly,  I could tell she was saying at times “Twin, you’re just afraid to admit you have these feelings too. It’s OK, you can tell me, I won’t judge you.”

 

Head In the Clouds: 

Both my twin and I have a deeply Spiritual side.  I’m probably more expressive about metaphysical topics, and probably do have more experience in that area.  However my twin knows her stuff, but it’s much more of a private practice for her.  She also, wont hesitate to let me know if I’m spending too much time with my head in the clouds. 

In one classic example, I had been talking to her about the beauty of a flower.  I believe it was Monks Hood, and in the middle of my bliss she called it the vagina plant.  I immediately came down from my “high” when she said it.  But it was funny, after I got over the initial shock.

 

Jealousy: 

Through interacting with my twin, I’ve  also been able to acknowledge I can be pushy at times, and even can become a little jealous.  While jealously is not a overly common thing for me, apparently my twin brings it out of me. 

Often when my twin would be talking about her sexual experiences with others.  I would find myself feeling inferior, or unworthy.   At times I would push her away, because I would have thoughts like, “If they are so fun, why are you wasting your time with me”.  It took me a long time, to realize how much my twin truly does love me, and she would never try and replace me.  This is a hard lesson that I’m still working on.    

 

What I’ve Tried To Show Her

While I could never tell you with 100% certainty, if I’ve been successful of not.  I’ve  tried my hardest to always show my twin how special she is.  It’s not my place to discuss her insecurities, they are deeply private, as are mine (I didn’t mind sharing some of mine here).  

My Twin often calls me “adorable and innocent”.  That is true in many ways I suppose, but I am her and she is me.  She’s just as adorable and innocent in my eyes.  She is extremely special, and I have tried hard to show her how much she deserves.  She deserves to be happy, in every aspect of her life.  I once told her, If I had to choose between knowing the secrets of existence and seeing her smiling face.  I would choose to see her smiling face every time.

She is worthy of everything her heart desires, and should never feel she isn’t a beautiful soul.  As I’ve also told you twin, William Blake only saw Heaven in a wild flower, because you stayed out of the meadow that day.  

 

Only For My Twin…..

Wherever the journey my take us, whatever lessons we may learn together, no matter how much you may frustrate me at times, nothing will ever get me to turn by back on you, I’ll always stand by your side.  ALWAYS.   

Every time I’ve argued with you, or pushed you away, or dismissed your opinion because it triggered me, it was out of fear.  The fear of knowing how easily you could see through me.  The fear of letting you too close, because I would have to admit I’d love it.  The fear of you trying to control me, even though I know you never would.  It was because of fear, that I would look for excuses to lash out.  

I’m over the fear, done with it.  I’ll still always tell you when I’m annoyed, but I’m not afraid anymore.  My little “Red Team” spitfire, I surrender to our awesome twin connection, and look forward to experiencing how it will continue to unfold.

 

Twin Love

Twin love should always be unconditional, no matter how the relationship manifests in the physical.  As they are you, you are them, forever and always will you be each other.   The Twin Journey, is the final frontier.  

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone.

Merry Christmas to my wonderful Twin.  Let your beautiful Soul continue to shine bright in 2021.  I’ve never been more proud of you.

 

The Great Awakening Moves Forward

Good morning everyone, on what will surely be another insightful day as we move through The Great Awakening together.  It’s been almost two months since I’ve blogged, and there are a couple reasons why. 

The first has to do with the ongoing election process.  As some of you probably know, I’ve posted a number of election Numerology predictions, and in all honesty I’ve been waiting to see what the final outcome will be.  In one of my election posts, I mentioned possible legality issues.  Over the last month we have seen lawsuits ramping up, and currently it’s looking more likely this election is heading to the U.S. Supreme Court.  That’s all I’m going to say regrading the election for now.  If you’re interested in my previous posts regarding such, then feel free to visit the site archives.

The second reason has been of a more personal nature.  I’ve been busy working on other tasks, such as slowly working on a book outline, paying close attention to the COVID situation, and working on resolving my own karmic patterns.  Needless to say it’s been an interesting couple months for me.  I’ve also been thinking about the future of this site.

With all of the above being said, I’ve finally gotten to a point where I’m ready to break my silence.  This post will be relatively short, but will be multifaceted.  Let’s dig into the Great Awakening…. Just a tad anyway.

 

COVID 19 Lock down Update:

I’ve made a number of COVID-19 related posts since its inception, touching on a number of controversial topics.  In this case however, I want to touch briefly on it’s affect on  “The Great Awakening”.  As it stands currently, increasing number of people have had enough of full blown lock-downs, restrictions, and just blatant oppression.  There are protests springing up all over the globe; People have had enough.  In the United States, California and New York have some of the most authoritarian measures in place.  

New York has been under a emergency mask mandate since April, and small businesses have suffered greatly as the state’s lock-down policy is slowly destroying them . California is even worse, with L.A. doing it’s best to try and keep the entire city under “house arrest”.  At the same time, politicians who impose such measures are often caught violating their own orders.  This only fuels discontent and protests continue to grow.

The discontent is not limited to just these locations.  Other cities such a Michigan and other large cities are seeing similar discontent.  Recently the state of Pennsylvania, even went as far to order masking wearing while in you own homes with your family.  As I noted above, protests are all over the globe, with Europe seeing increasing demonstrations as well.

https://la.eater.com/2020/12/3/22150413/california-stay-home-order-lockdown-shutdown-los-angeles-restaurants-news-new

 

COVID 19 Vaccine Update:

In tandem with the lock-downs, there has been in increasing push to  accept the vaccine when it’s released, and it’s coming.  Multiple drug companies are currently seeking approval to begin distribution.   Some companies are even going as far, as indicating you won’t be able to interact with them unless you have the vaccine.  (i.e. Won’t be able to fly on certain airlines, or go to certain events). 

In New York, the State Bar passed a mandatory vaccine recommendation.  The push for mandatory vaccines is wide spread, and it’s becoming obvious that it’s the plan.  However too many people, are still unwilling to go along with such an order.  As such, we will have to wait an see how the vaccine is rolled out, but I suspect attempting to impose a vaccine on the population by guilt, force, or other compulsatory means is not going to progress smoothly. 

 https://www.law.com/newyorklawjournal/2020/11/07/state-bar-passes-mandatory-covid-19-vaccination-recommendation/

 

Big Tech Censorship:

The amount of censorship on platforms such as Google, You Tube, Facebook, and Twitter have reached absurd levels.  If anything questions the main stream version of anything it’s removed, or hit with a little footer that suggests you’re looking at something dangerous.  At which point the attempt to direct you to a “approved” source of information. 

I indicated I wasn’t going to talk about the election.  BUT I will say one thing.  When the tech giants slap a disclosure  message on an election hearing, indicating that the election has already been called by the MSM…… There is an issue.  There are ongoing active lawsuits, and they want you to think it’s “Fake News”.  

As a result of such censorship, alternative platforms are growing quickly.  They haven’t stopped anything by censoring, they have only woken up more people…..  I also note, there are two major lawsuits against Google and Facebook pending in the courts related to censorship issues.  

https://www.npr.org/2020/10/20/925736276/google-abuses-its-monopoly-power-over-search-justice-department-says-in-lawsuit

https://abcnews.go.com/Business/justice-department-alleges-facebook-discriminated-american-workers-lawsuit/story?id=74523040

 

Triggered Population: 

At this point I want to sidestep.  I’ve touched on a few of the big issues currently going on in our collective society.  There are others for sure, but currently these are some of the big ones.  What needs to be discussed a little bit, is how people are reacting to these situations. 

In regards to COVID, some people are fearful and will do anything that is asked of them.  While others are beginning to suspect something isn’t right.  The latter’s population is growing, in some areas slowly, other areas quickly, but none the less it’s growing.  People are waking up, as a result opinions are discussed, and naturally people get triggered. 

In some cases, friends and families are divided.  In other cases, whoever is considered the “black sheep” is ignored or laughed at.  I’ve seen people get in arguments over the above and more.  I’ve even been in a couple myself, but what I’ve learned is, it’s not worth arguing.  Personally I’ve made the decision, that if someone doesn’t like what I think that’s OK.  I’m not going to take on Karma for people who are still hitting the snooze button.  What I know is The Great Awakening will effect everyone eventually. How you choose to react, is indicative of your karma. 

So don’t let someone trigger you, or draw you into an argument.  Personality traits are going to continue to be amplified during  the process.  The more inner work you do, the less triggered you’ll be. As a result The Great Awakening will be easier for you to handle.  It is world view shattering event, stress is normal.

 

My Personal Thoughts: 

I’m going to end today’s post on a personal note.  The last couple months have been intense and often challenging for me.  I’ve started to deal with what is probably, my most difficult karmic pattern to break, and it has not been fun.   I’ve had been being told this was going to be coming, as early as this past spring, but I didn’t realize the extent of how difficult it was going to be.  The last month has been especially brutal, but there has been humor in it too.  

I suspect many people are going though something similar.  If you’re one of them, you should smile.  Why?  You may ask.   Simply put if you’re being pushed to resolve you’re greatest difficulties, then clearly something thinks your ready for something new.  The Great Awakening is only the beginning.   

 

Not Cities…But timelines

As we continue to march into unprecedented waters, the clairvoyant experiences I’ve known throughout my life have never made more sense.  While we live in a sea of shifting timelines, ultimately the challenge we face, is choosing between two MAJOR themes.  Thus our existence is truly a “Tale of Two Timelines”.

Both will end with an Ascension event, and the intensity of the “event” will be influenced by the collective consciousness.  The question we should ask ourselves, how each of these timelines will influence the mass consciousness of the planet.

 

The Negative Timeline

A number of years ago, I had a profound out-of-body experience.  During it I found myself in a dense urban center, where control was absolute and a dark hand administered cruel punishments.  The center was alive with all sorts of “Drones”, that had gotten so complex they were able to mimic the natural world.

The vast majority of people lived in micro-apartments, which were housed in massive megalithic buildings. They had no freedom, everything was stacked against them in the extreme.  Only the “elite” and their minions enjoyed “freedom”, and the latter didn’t get much more than the “common folk”.

This wasn’t the only experience I had in a timeline like this.  In another OBE (out-of-body experience), I was in what appeared to be a learning facility, but it had fences all around it with armed guards on patrol.  Outside the facility, was a massive wilderness, where it appeared few people were allowed to venture.  I even got the feeling, that if anyone unauthorized tried to leave the location, they would be shot on site.  It wasn’t a pleasant experience, as this place had younger kids in it as well as adults.

These “places” were not in our immediate future, but they were not that far off either.  My impression being, that if we were not careful with the choices we make as a society, we could find ourselves living a collective nightmare.  Far worse than anyone could imagine.

Another key aspect of this timeline, was holding the synthetic over the natural.  Other than the area I observed surrounding the “learning facility”, very little was natural.   Life there felt synthetic and distorted. For obvious reasons it wasn’t a society I would not want to live in.

 

The Growing Resistance

Although this timeline was “dark”, there was a growing resistance.  It was in the shadows and secrete meetings were ongoing, in places of least suspicion.  For these rebels, capture meant death.  Yet only a spark was needed for the movement to quickly grow.  In my opinion the protests will be far more obvious in the positive timeline.  In this timeline vast numbers of people will awaken in far grater numbers.  Long before such a society described above can be fully put into place.  I’m going to talk about the more positive timeline in general, but first I’m going to re-share a resistance dream I had years ago.

 

Europe In Protest

A dream that left a lasting impression on me, occurred almost a decade ago.  In the dream, I was standing in what appeared to be a warehouse that had been trashed.  I didn’t know where I was, but I got the sense it was someplace in Europe.  As I turned to look around my environment, a girl appeared in the dream and startled me. So much so, that I started to wake up, but was interrupted when she walked over to me and grabbed my arm. “Sorry, I need you asleep right now”, she said .  Before I could ask too many questions, she told me to go look outside.

Without hesitation, I walked outside and looked around.  What I saw was Europe in mass protest, people flooded the streets in anger, and clashed with authorities.  The control structure was crumbling all around, and with it freedom was inevitable.  At one point, I noticed a large rock in the ally I was now standing in.  The “girl” then appeared by my side again, and suggested I throw it at something.  I picked it up, and threw it at what appeared to be a hovering drone.  As soon as I did, crowds of people cheered, and the girl smiled before vanishing.  I awoke moments later.

 

 

The Positive Timeline

I don’t what anyone to think, the positive timeline isn’t an intense one.  It is.  The main difference, in my opinion, is that we will not go into a totalitarian nightmare before ascension.  We may come close, but too many people awaken before the most extreme of Orwell’s world can come into being.

This timeline will be full of uncomfortable situations. From extreme weather. To people acting in insane ways. As the Ascension energies continue to increase on the planet, everyone’s personality traits will be amplified.

Protests of various kinds, will come into being in ever increasing numbers.  Some will to be to benefit humanity, while others will be orchestrated by a dying hidden hand, which wants to push the planet into the negative timeline.

There will points along this timeline, where we think we are going to destroy ourselves, and the fear being perpetuated by the majority of media will amplify these feelings.  Division among peoples will be common place, yet there will also be a drastically growing awareness among individuals who look above the smoke.

 

There’s More…….

Horrific crimes will be exposed, a little by little at first, but eventually the dam will break.  As a result, many people will be shocked so badly that it will take them some time to recover.

By now you can probably tell, that the positive timeline is not all rainbows and sunshine.  Yet it is one where the hard work gets done, and I’m convinced we are in that timeline now.

Many relationships will end between people in this timeline.  Primary due to people subconsciously preparing for Ascension.

The challenge of this timeline, is one of inner work.  The more someone does the inner work, the easier the transition into the new era will be.  I also want to be clear, the coming era, is not one of anything we have seen so far.  It will not be a world of “ism’s”.  It is a world were consciousness vastly expand and complex issues become will trivial.  This is not the social justice warrior’s view of the future.  This is not the Eco warrior’s view of the future.  This is not the view of staunch conservatives idea of the future.  This is not “The New World Order” view of the world…… This is a new understanding of what it means to be human. Doors will open, that we never knew existed.

 

The Ascension Event

The actual Ascension event, has been discussed in just about every major religious and spiritual text. However, it will still take people who have studied the material by surprise.  I do not believe, it is possible for us to know the full extent of what will play out.

However, I do believe this event will be influenced by our collective consciousness.  Meaning, we will choose how the event will play out.  The event cannot be stopped, but how we experience it is influenced by our collective pull.  The more love and harmony we show each other, the less physically destructive this event will be.

I will end today’s post, with a message I received years ago regarding Ascension.

“As the world continues to unravel, remember that it is your calmness and inner peace that will get you through this period. Do not fear anything, there is nothing that can be done to you that leaves more than a moments experience on you. Not every civilization collapse occurs through sudden upheaval, more often they occur when a fundamental change in consciousness and perception takes root. The resulting chaos is mostly manufactured by the controlling party struggling to hold on to their power and influence.”

~A Guide

 

 

 

The Twin Flame:

“Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.”

                               – Rumi (The Essential Rumi)

Growing up, I had many psychic experiences, many of which took me years to understand.  Among the strangest, was a dream like experience I had where I was approached by a girl I had never seen. The dream took me to a place long forgotten, a place that was beautiful and warm.  There I was with another, a beautiful girl who loved flowers, and wore a crown of them.  She radiated warmth and I profoundly knew her, yet I had never seen her in the waking world.

During the dream it was indicated to me, that we often didn’t incarnate together.  Many times, one of us would incarnate into a period where the other wasn’t physically present.  I wasn’t sure what this meant at the time, but it left a lasting impression on my young mind and I have never forgotten it.

Years later the “girl”,  who was now a young woman would show up in my life, and usher into my life a period of profound reflection and  transformation.  A period that is still underway, and will conclude with the Ascension.

Who was she?  None other than my  Twin Flame .

There is a lot written on Twin Flames, and in my opinion not all of it is legit.  I believe many confuse a wonderful soul mate connection, to their Twin Flame.  To meet your twin, is to come face to face, with an outward projection of all the things that are hidden within you.

Often, they are the qualities you have issues with, or don’t accept about yourself.  Your twin flame is an outward representation of what you need to accept and love about yourself.

The twin flame is not like a physical twin, and as such they can look quite different from you.  Although I have heard it suggested, that twins may have similar eyes (i.e. eye color, pattern) .

Because your twin often reflects qualities, we don’t like to accept about ourselves, or the issues we need to address, the interaction can be overwhelming and far fun blissful at first.  There usually is pain and suffering before a blissful relationship can be achieved between twin flames.

If someone claims they have found their twin, and indicates is was rainbows and sunshine from the inception of the relationship, I would question if they really found their twin.   In actuality they may have found a soul mate connection.

Soul mates are often the individuals who incarnate with us constantly, and who we’ve bonded with profoundly.  The Twin Flame is your counterpart, that cosmic connection that has been with you from the beginning.  In a sense they are you…..

Since I don’t want to spend this entire post, trying to explain the differences.  I’ve linked some resources at the bottom of this post.  The rest of this post will be devoted to telling own twin flame story.

A Dating Site…..Really

It was a Autumn night in 2016, when a mysterious presence entered my bedroom, as I lay falling asleep.  They talked to me as I was semi awake, and mentioned that I should pay close attention to a specific dating website….. YES, I said that correctly.  I was having a psychic experience with a presence, and they were talking about a dating website.

Naturally, I was a little annoyed, as I wasn’t big into dating, and really didn’t enjoy dating websites.  None the less, the experience was so profound that I ended up making an account on the very site mentioned, not knowing what really to expect.

 It wasn’t long before I lost interest in the site, but kept my account open because I was committed to at least giving the site a chance, but had very little expectations.    Additionally, the presence that had interacted with me, had caught my attention enough, that I was authentically curious.

It Was THanksgiving, and There SHe Stood….Feet From me:

 It wasn’t long after the experience, that I found myself having Thanksgiving dinner at my sister’s house with some of family members.  When I arrived, I was told that my cousin was bringing one of his friends to dinner.  When I heard the news, I didn’t think anything about it, as others being brought over for dinner was a fairly common occurrence in my family.  I wasn’t expecting what was about to happen.

 I had already sat down and was enjoying some of the food when my cousin showed up with his friend.  When she entered the room and he introduced her to everyone.  No, I’m not going to tell you her real name, so let’s call her Rose.  Rose entered the room and I almost immediately got nervous, and excited at the same time.  She stood only feet from me, but I felt a strong energy from her, and at the time I didn’t know what I was exactly feeling.  The energy was so strong, that it gave me a headache instantly.

Rose stood at the end of the table  and was fairly quiet at first.  Yet I knew there was much more to her.

I didn’t talk much to her at dinner, and after I ate, I was afraid to go sit in the living room with her and my cousin.  Instead I went into a nearby room and laid down, to get rid of my pounding headache.  Yet something kept telling me to go into the living room and talk to her and my cousin.  So eventually I gave in and forced myself to go interact.

A Lively COnversation:

When I entered the living room, I could tell she was glad I came in to talk, and it wasn’t long until all three of us were chatting it up on  a variety of topics.  One being that all three of us all had accounts on the same dating site.  THERE IT WAS…. I couldn’t believe it, the reason why the presence that I had communicated with prior had mentioned the dating site.

When Rose found out I was on the site, she almost immediately found my profile and sent me a like, so it would register on my account.  Rose is around my cousins age, so she’s ten years younger than me.  Which was another reason why I was nervous to talk to her.  Yet she felt older to me, more mature than most to be exact.  When I left at the end of the evening, I couldn’t stop thinking about her.  I wanted to talk to her more, but wasn’t sure if it would be appropriate, since she was my younger cousin’s friend.

THe Eight Months THat Followed:

The eight months the followed, were some of the most emotionally charged in my life up until that point.  Shortly after Thanksgiving I ended up sending Rose a message on the dating site. I didn’t know what to expect, as I was conflicted about our age difference, and her being a friend of my cousin.

Rose responded almost instantly and indicated she had wanted to send me a message but was not sure if would be appropriate because I was her friend’s cousin.  The concerns didn’t last long, as we began  communicating often.

At first it was stickily on the dating site’s messaging application, but that soon evolved into texting back and forth almost daily.  I would often stay up until 3AM texting with her because she had trouble sleeping.  Eventually I told my cousin about it, and he had no issue with it whatsoever.  Although he did warn me that Rose had an issue with guys and relationships.   She liked to hookup but lacked the emotional connection.

I eventually found out that my cousin also had a big crush on Rose, which resulted in me being incredibly careful on how I interacted with her.

It wasn’t long before Rose herself, started to tell me things that confirmed what my cousin had shared with me.  At first, I didn’t know what to make of it, and at this point I still didn’t know what my connection was with Rose, but I suspected it was something profound.  As we continued to interact, it became clear to me we were Twin Flames.

We would constantly butt heads on various topics, often having to do with Love vs. Lust.  Rose fought me on every front when it came to being emotional.  I being a strong Empath, and her being closed off to the emotional connection in normal relationships.

Needless to say, we had heated conversations, and couldn’t stand each other at times.  Yet we went to the gym together, the movies, and she even came over my place a couple times to hang out.

She even spent my Birthday with me, and we laughed and had a wonderful time as we talked about all sorts of things.  But by the time we reached the Spring of 2017 Rose was quickly approaching another relationship, and when it became official it became extremely difficult to interact with her.

She would constantly blow me off, often after we had plans for weeks.  We would still text each other but it was clear that she wasn’t all there in conversations.  It was emotionally changed time for me.  She did end up attending my Sister’s wedding with me in May of 2017, but after that things just went downhill.  As she was fully invested in her relationship.

By Summer 2017 I had enough and let her know I couldn’t talk to her anymore.  At least for the time being.  She agreed and we went our separate ways.

It’s IN the Numbers DUde:

One of the things I did for Rose, early on in our interaction was her numerology.  She had wanted a numerology chart and I quickly created her one.  I was astonished to discover that the most of her core numbers sat basically on top of my own.  We even had the same Soul number.

Our periods numbers would often overlap, and there were a variety of other similarities with various aspects of her our charts.  In fact, it was our charts that really was the nail in the coffin that told me we were twins at this point.  Although there have been many other validations since then.

Did I mention in one of her photos, she had digitally added a crown of flowers around her head…… Remember the dream I told you about in the beginning of the post.  She even looked like the girl in the dream.

We ALways Come Back To eAch other:

Since our initial “separation” in 2017, Rose has come back into my life several times.  Often sticking around for a handful of months, and then taking off again on another of her adventures, and each time there is some initial pain.  In some of the cases it was me who took off, and her who would reach out when the moment was right.

Our connection  has grown a lot in the last 3+ years, it isn’t perfect but we understand each other much more than we did when we first connected in this life.  Rose also knows we’re twins, which has made things easier.  As I sit here reflecting on recent events with Rose, and perhaps reaching another separation phase with her, I know it won’t be for long.  There is no one I trust more than her, and when it comes to the Ascension, there no other person I would rather go through it with.

She is my counterpart, my cosmic mirror, my twin flame,  and while we have never been bound by  traditional romance the Love I have for her is unconditional.  As the title of the post says…. “My Twin, You Are Me And I Am You……Always And Forever”.

Twin Flame Article:

https://lonerwolf.com/twin-flame/

Crazy Bill Gates

Does it really surprise anyone, that “Cazy Bill” is trying to peddle his vaccine to the world….. Nope not one iota.  Nor is it surprising, that so many in the Mockingbird media is willing to give him a platform to push his agenda.   In this COVID-19 update, I will express my opinion on “Crazy Bill Gates”.   I’ll also post some interesting links for public consumption.  Let  me be clear now though, I will never take a vaccine promoted by this man.  His interests in reducing world population speak for themselves, and if you spend just a little time researching him you’d probably wouldn’t want the vaccine either.    

 

 

 

The Image Above Also Speaks For itself:

I’m not sure who created the image above but lets start there.  It should be obvious,  “Crazy Bill”  isn’t a Physician of any kind, nor is he an expert in Epidemiology, Virology, or Engineering.    It’s well know he didn’t finish college (nothing wrong with that).  Gates didn’t even invent the heart of the MS/DOS operating system.  So what we really have here, is another extremely wealthy individual who seems to have built his wealth via connections.  I’m not saying there wasn’t hard work along the way, only the “Fairy Tale” of Bill Gates does not exist.

The most basic of questions we all should be asking is,  why is someone who has no experience in the medical field, trying to dictate what pubic health policy should be?   Why his he obsessed with vaccinating every man, woman, and child on the planet?  Except for perhaps his own…….  In fact it seems to appear, that the “Elite” don’t believe they should follow the same “rules” they’re tying to impose on the rest of us.  Remember the 2019 Golden Globe awards, when the “stars”  got Flu Shots?  They looked thrilled didn’t they…..

 

 

Why Didn’t Bill Gates Vaccinate His Own Children?

 

Bill Gates’ Former Doctor Says Billionaire ‘Refused To Vaccinate His Children’

 

 

 

Depopulation AGENDA:  

I’ve already mentioned in an earlier post, Gates has a thing for depopulation, perhaps even a twisted fetish.  While it pains me to do so, I occasionally re-post information.  One of the links below is to a news article from 2009, where Gates hosted an event where Billionaires meet to discuss the “Religious and Political” issues with dealing with overpopulation.  Additionally  there are his connections to eugenics, and if you think the “Eugenics Movement” wasn’t present in the United States…..You may want to reconsider. 

 

https://americantruthtoday.com/politics/2020/01/29/bill-gates-funded-the-pirbright-institute-which-owns-the-patent-on-coronavirus/

https://web.archive.org/web/20110223015213/www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/us_and_americas/article6350303.ece

https://www.nature.com/scitable/topicpage/human-testing-the-eugenics-movement-and-irbs-724/

https://embryo.asu.edu/pages/american-eugenics-society-1926-1972

The Gates Family, Eugenics and COVID-19

 

 

ANother EPSTEIN COnnection :

In case the above wasn’t disturbing enough….. Gates joins the list of individuals who  spent time with the late Jeffery Epstein.  OF course the “Daily Beast” would have an article where someone would call Epstein’s life style “Kind of Intriguing”…..Lets just rename that news organization to, “The Moloch Times”.   Although it’s current name, is basically the same.

https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/9765834/bill-gates-jeffrey-epstein-lolita-express/

https://gizmodo.com/huh-bill-gates-sure-hung-out-with-jeffrey-epstein-a-lo-1839000866

https://www.thedailybeast.com/bill-gates-praised-pedophile-jeffrey-epstein-kind-of-intriguing

 

IN Closing:

I could of made this post a lot longer, but decided not to for a couple reasons.  One, there is a lot of nefarious information related to Bill Gates circulating around, and I would encourage everyone to take a look for themselves.  Two, I’ve already mentioned Gates in a previous post and you can read that by clicking here.  The last bit of information I will share is really interesting.  Recently  the WHO, Wuhan Lab, and The Gates Foundation all have been hacked….. Makes you wonder what information was taken, and perhaps what we will find out about it…… My final point is a personal one.   AGAIN, I WILL NEVER GET A BILL GATES VACCINE…..

 

Gates Foundation, WHO, Wuhan Lab Hacked With Thousands of Documents and Emails Leaked Online